Days Of Our Hustle(Partial Diary Reading)

Day Three

Izzy's POV

I can't stop thinking about it... The nightmares keep coming back and we still doing the same shit that got us in that position anyway.

Come on! Run Melani! HURRY UP SAVION!! BANG BANG. SAVION!!!!! NOOOO!!! STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS! I'LL KILL YOU! BANG BANG BANG!! GET IN THE TRUCK! NOW! J DRIVE! GO! I NEED TO GET MY BROTHER! I'MA FIND YO ASS ONE DAY! Blood is everywhere and I can't believe my brother is dead. We have to go to Antonio.

I woke up drinched from sweat. This nightmare wasn't that bad. I went to the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. I looked to the side to see my baby brother's picture. He was only 16 when they took him from me. I should of never got him involved with the business.

I went back in my room to check my phone and I had 3 missed calls. 1 from Ricky and 2 from Mel. I know we not suppose to be together but thats gonna be my wife. She think I never knew she was in love with my ass. But I've loved her since 4th grade. We can't even be lowkey because it's too dangerous. I hate the fact J right about us though. It just can't happen.

I called Ricky back. "Hellooooo Cuzzoooo" he said trying to make a Jamaican accent. "Nigga what you want?" I asked. "Mannn what you got planned for today a nigga is bored. And I had ya girl J laughing so we know I'm getting somewhere ha ha" I laughed at his ass while looking at the text Mel sent me. "We going out for brunch at Rosario's meet us there around 5:30 ttyl future baby daddy."

This girl been calling me that since 8th grade. "Man be ready to get picked up by 5:00. If you tryna see J Dragon then your ass better be ready about that time or I'm pulling off." I told him. "Shiiiitttt fa sho bro. I'm brushing my teeth now. Be breezy" he said before he hung up.

Man Janae about to hurt this boy feelings. I don't know whats up with her, she just hasn't been the same since the incident and I don't blame her but she need to chill with being too hard on us. She gonna push us away. I went to my closet and grabbed my purple, black and white plaid button down Polo shirt, my white True Religion jeans and my black Tims. "I'm bout to be clean... I'm bout to be clean" I said to myself.

I went back to the bathroom and started the shower. I washed my body then dried off. I lotioned, put my boxers on, and my clothes. I put my Diamond studs in my ears put on my cross necklace which has a locket with my brother's picture inside. I grabbed my phone, car charger, and keys and I was gone.

It was about 4:40 a.m and I was bumping too some 21 Savage on the way to get my dumbass cousin. I got there at exactly 5:00. I called him and he sent me to ignore and walked out the house practically wearing the same shit I'm wearing. "Nigga go change this look gay as fuck" I said. "Nigga you wearing purple im wearing baby blue. You just catching my drip homie" he said smiling wiping his sleaves down. "Nigga get yo ugly ass in the car so we can go" I said.

We got to Rosario's at 5:32 thats not bad but knowing J she still gonna have some shit to say. "We're here motherfuckers" I said smiling. "Next time bring your ugly ass here on time and why did you bring doofus?" Janae asked. "And awwwee yall look so cute matching." Mel said. "Nah we not really matching your mans just tryna match my drip" Ricky said.

"Can we sit down and eat please because I'm starving." I said kissing Mel on the cheek. J tried to race me to sit by Mel but she wanted to look cute and wear heels so she couldn't run that fast. J sat on the inside of the booth and was mean mugging every time Ricky said something corny.

"Baby why you so fine? So fine like wine." Ricky said winking at her showing his dimples. Me and Melani were playing footsies and I was rubbing on her theighs. "Hello I'm Jenny and I'll be your waitress for this afternoon what would you all be drinking." The waitress said eyeing Ricky. "He'll have sprite and I'll have sweet tea" J said mugging the waitress.

Me and Mel looked at each other and told the lady what we wanted to drink. After we got our drinks and later our food. We decided to go to The Cave.

When we got there we all went to Mel's room because thats where all the turn up was at. "So where's the henny and the pressure" Ricky said.
"Why does everybody think I got the weed, all I do is provide the drinks. Y'all motherfuckers want weed go to baby J." Mel said making a kissy face at her. "Whatever man y'all come on. I got Kush Cronic. Its not too heavy though because I know y'all can't take that pressure" J said smirking at Ricky.

Her and Ricky was going back and forth when I got a text. "Hey baby, remember me. I miss you and I'm coming over tonight." Man I already know who that was. "Be there around 8" I texted back. That was my old hoe and I really wanted some top tonight.
"Nigga I rolled up 3 blunts already and we finna smoke without you so come on." Ricky said. "Ight..... Wait. Janae let you roll up?" I said shocked. "Aye yo J. I thought it was too dangerous to fall in love?" I whispered to her. "Who said anything about love?" She said raising her eye brows at me. This girl either finna hustle my cousin or fuck him. We were all smoking, and dancing for I don't know how long and then Janae started twerking on Ricky.

It was about 7:00 and Mel was on the floor so I picked her up and put her in her bed. I took off her shoes, jacket, and jeans. I know she was gonna get hot. I turned on her fan and put a aspirin on her night stand and kiss her forehead. "Yo I'm finna be out" I said walking in on Ricky and J kissing. I closed the door and left.

I got home in like 30 minutes and my mom wasn't home as usual. I took a shower and put on my sweat pants. I heard a knock on the door and I went to go open it. "Yo nigga finna beat your ass" I said. "Fuck him I want you." Sasha said.

We went to the back room and she stripped and took my pants off. I was drinking a bottle of Ciroc when she was licking and sucking on my dick.
"You like that baby" she said still going. "Yo shut up and keep going" I said. "Yes daddy" she said. I released and she caught my kids. When I got up I showed her the door. Yeah she was pissed but I didn't give 2 fucks.

I washed my junk off and took my happy ass to sleep.