Chap†er:8 I cant take it.

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Its been two weeks sine me and Harry broke up, and every last bit of it has been horrible. There is one week left till we graduate, I don’t know what will happen after that. I just know I can’t take the pain any more, I see him every day and he doesn’t even look at me. He acts like everything is fine. When I see him he is laughing and smiling while I run off crying. I’m just tired, tired of living. My mom is going to leave off for a business trip  and thats going to be when i do it!

(Two nights later)

“Bye mom will see you later.” I say 

Because I knew it wasn’t going to be any time soon what I was about to do would be life changing for everyone who knew me.

I sat in the bathroom thinking since its been about an hour from when my mom left. Should I really do this I thought. Maybe not. But I’m a horrible person. Harry wouldn’t have cheated on me if I wasn’t. Come on Chelsea you have to push through it.

My inner thoughts were having an non stop argument

No Chelsea you can’t! Remember that beautiful blonde Harry was with, yeah you could never compare. Chelsea you have loved ones who would die for you. Then why haven’t they. She has been through too much pain already.

Just hearing my inner argument I knew I had to.

I went to my moms pill cabinet  and grabbed all the ones toxic. Then all at once I popped them in my mouth after that I took a drink.

 As I was swallowing I recorded my suicide video and uploaded it to twitter. Apparently Niall was online cause he text me. “No chelsea why don’t.” I text back “already done will see you in a few years Nialler”

A few moments later while I was waiting for the pills to kick in I heard a knock on the door. There the pills went I could hardly walk. I opened the door to see a teared Niall. Then I fainted. OR DIED. Dun dun dun jk

Niall's POV

Chelsea fainted in my arms as she continuously threw up. I’ve got to get her to a hospital! I ran to my car and threw her in than sped away not even thinking of my own safety. I arrived at the hospital than ran to the desk.

“She has tried to commit suicide and have taken about a hundred pills she needs her stomach pumped.” I yell helplessly 

“We’ll do whatever we can sir.” The nurse says 

I sat in the waiting room impatiently. When were they going to come out. Than the nurse comes out and says “Sir I’m afraid we have some bad news.”

I panicked and automatically thought she died but she didn’t she just will be in the hospital for a while.

“Sir are you her boyfriend?” My face reddened I was flustered. “Umm no.”

“Well she wants to see the man who brought her here!” I slowly walked to the room she was in, I was terrified to see her.

 She had an oxygen mask covering her face and IV’s stuck into her arms. I couldn’t believe my eyes she looked horrid. Why would she even try this? 

“I have to call your mom and tell her.” I say

“No Niall please don’t, she believes I’m happy and has no struggles please Niall I don’t want to stress her out.”Chelsea mumbles under the oxygen mask

“Then why Chelsea tell me why you tried this unthinkable, unbelievable, thing why?” I angrily whisper

“Because, because I couldn’t take it any more!”

“You couldn’t take what anymore?”  I said emotionlessly 

“I couldn’t take the pain that Harry got over me after two weeks that he doesn’t even care. That he didn’t feel the pain I had to feel. Nobody did, he is all casual about it but i’m not! I couldn’t believe he could forget that so quickly! That he wouldn’t even just tell me he wanted to date another girl instead he put me through this! It’s his fault!” Chelsea  screams tears falling like rain drops down her cheeks

“No Chelsea it isn’t his fault your here it’s yours . You couldn’t take in that he is your past and somebody else needs to be your future. He is my friend and all but he doesn’t deserve you. Somebody that will treat you right deserves you.” I quietly say. “Just because you didn’t notice me them days you and Harry were dating didn’t mean I didn’t notice you.”

Chelsea’s POV

I was shocked to hear what Niall had said so I just acted like I fell asleep and didn’t hear it. I know it wasn’t the right thing to do but I didn’t know what to say to that.

But I was also thinking that If I didn’t get better before my mom came home I wouldn’t have to commit suicide because she would kill me. I hope I won’t have to be in here for more than four days because thats when mum comes home.

(Three days later)

Niall has been at the hospital with me for all the days since he brought me. Finally I get to leave this hell hole. They have disgusting food, I haven’t got to change out of my hospital gown, and I have to ask to go pee. I hate having to ask to go pee it’s like asking if I can take a breath in!

Niall went to my house and brought me some clothes from home. I changed and we left the hospital. Since my mom was gone I was lonely and asked Niall to stay the last night with me.

(Later that night)

Niall and me sat in the living room playing truth or dare. Than I started getting tired and wanted to go to sleep. I walked up the stairs to my bedroom and Niall followed. I needed to change into my pajamas but didn’t want to be rude.

“Turn around.” I did a little circular motion with my hands.

Niall turned around and I changed into my pajamas. Than I laid down in bed and sat there all lonely. I turned to see what Niall was doing and tell him to come lay down. Than when I turned around he had his shirt off and was taking off his pants. He came and laid down beside me only in his boxers.

I felt a warm arm rap around me. Then the cover thrown over Niall and I. He softly started singing into my ear. I quickly fell asleep.

Did I like Niall like that? I didn’t think I did. But I do. I dreamt about Niall and I. We were a happy couple that loved each other and he didn’t cheat on me. 

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