Pieces

Chapter Four

I'm back home now, it felt like the day went by quick. At least I managed to convince Kyo to explain himself, in one condition that we're both alone after school. Which to that I object his offer because both him and I won't have any time after school.

He would be busy with his extra co-curricular activities and I will be busy doing odd jobs to earn some decent amount of money for this family. In the end, we both came to the agreement that we'll discuss this matter the next weekend when Hana isn't around.

At first I wanted to include her in this because it's only fair. She is family and she deserves to know, but unfortunately Kyo doesn't agree. Then again, it did took me a lot of persuading to make him spill. This isn't right, I don't like this at all. Hmph, nevermind. If there is anything about Kyo, he's very determined and sure about what he wants, when he wants and how he wants it.

A quality father always looked upon, a quality that I never had. I've never mentioned this to anyone but I have always thought myself as a crack in father's perfect little world of glass. Hahah, the irony, how delightful. To think father has a world of glass when he actually breaks them. How foolish of me. No matter, this is not father, it's Kyo.

If I am to finally get the answers I want and sort this out once and for all, I need to go with Kyo's conditions. Ugh, this is so frustrating! Where is this coming from? He is never like this. What is so important about father that he is acting this way?

You will find your answers soon enough, then maybe you will understand whose side you should be on.

No, go away. I don't need your advice, do not talk to me.

Oh, now dear, that is not how a gentleman greets his guests...or have you forgotten mother's lessons already?

Do not address mother that way and you are not my guest! Now leave me alone...

Alone? Hah, like I would believe that you want to be alone. Remember, I know exactly what you're thinking and what you're feeling. That cloak won't work on me, unlike your idiotic sister and that imbecile you call "Kyo.."

Who are you? What do you want?

Who am I is not of your concern and what I want, is for you to wake up.

I opened my eyes to find myself on the floor. I must've fallen off the bed, strange, I don't remember sleeping. I checked the clock as it reads 1:00am. All I remember is wanting to just lie down on my bed after dinner. Anything before that seems all cloudy, I can recall some bits though...other than the agreement. I think I dozed off for thinking too much or something. There isn't any good explanation for what happened.

I'm still lying down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. It's obviously still dark out, so I won't be bothered to look outside. While I'm still awake, might as well I do a bit of reading just to brush up. It's very irritating that I can't just go back to sleep instantly, my mind is not relaxed enough.

I tried to get up but I couldn't. My head was throbbing all of the sudden, maybe I got up too fast. I blink a few times before trying to stand up again. It's not as painful as before, but the headache is still there. I walked to my desk, my legs were shaking, this feels weird. Probably because I can't see properly, it's bad enough that my eyesight is poor and now it is worse in the dark.

After some time, I just gave up and left the bedroom. It's slightly brighter outside...and quieter. Man, does Kyo always snore that loud? I feel a chill down my spine. Brrr, it's pretty breezy out here. The cold wind howls as it plays around with my jet-black hair.

I gave a loud sigh, pushing it backwards. I really want to dye my hair but Hana and Kyo wouldn't allow it. They say that it really suits me, plus it compliments my bright-coloured eyes. I know if mother was here she wouldn't want me to do so too, it's just that I resembled father too much.

I stayed up until morning, feeling very worn out. I lazily walked into the bathroom and took a quick shower. The cold water rushing down feels so nice, maybe a bit too nice. So much for that quick shower. I may have spend too much time in the shower because Kyo is knocking at the door. His voice is drowned out by the water so I couldn't hear what he is saying.

I come out of the bathroom to find Kyo tapping his foot impatiently. "What took you so long? Is the water running slow again?" he complained. "Heheh no, I got carried away and forgot that we have school today..." I said sheepishly. Kyo playfully rolled his eyes while muttering something about too much water for my own good.

"Yo guys, I'm going to leave without you if you people don't hurry up!" Hana shouted across the living room. "Hah, yeah right. I'd like to see you try!" Kyo shouted back. Again with their bickering, it's like they're an old couple.

After some more arguing along the way, we finally arrived at school. We said our goodbyes and parted to our own ways. I headed off to my classroom, dragging my feet in hope this would end soon. It's not like I hate school, though it is arguable. I can already tell it's going to be a long day.

I entered the classroom quietly to not draw any attention. It's best of they don't notice I'm here just yet. As I approached my desk, I found a "pleasant" surprise on it. A stack of paper filled on my desk with a lot of writing. I don't need to read what it says, they always give the same kind of response. Out of the stack of notes on my desk, a paper written in permanent marker stood out.

You're a waste piece of flesh in this world, so why bother?

It really is going to be a long day.