Felix P.O.V
His Eyelids
Still Glowing
Both are red
Like blood
like fire.
Fire is winning.
Don't let it burn you cry.
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Cry:
My world is tinted red. The small ghost like creatures flutter by humming something I couldn't decipher ever since I woke up from that sack, or whatever that thing was. But I know what its saying now.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
The voices are my voice. They echo through my head, making a terrifyingly beautiful harmony. I crave the terrifying hum that goes through my body when the ghosts sing.
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me, what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me
'It's the story of my life.' I tell myself, to bring any sense of understanding to this. And then my vision blurs, mixing my sights into a collage of red. So I focus on the voice.
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you,
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world, mad world, enlarge your world
Mad world
My body is on fire. The tingling was lit, and now I am on fire. The room is on fire, the whole world is in fire. I am on fire.
Or maybe the world IS fire.
The flames lick my sides and face, and sweat is pouring down my forehead, mixing with the ashes and flames. It can't douse it, The flame is unstoppable. And I am burning, burning. The pain shakes my body and I can feel myself contorting in pain, the agony. Its Unbearable.
Then I hear a voice. Felix's voice.
"Don't let it burn you."
Oh but it is my friend, it is. And nothing can stop it. I'm becoming mad and i... can't.... do.....anything. My body contorts, and my arms flail weakly. Then I am still, I can't move or speak.
I've died.
I'm dead.
Gone without a trace.
"Cry?" Felix says again, thee voice echoing in my mind.
" Hello Friend."Mad, I mean I say, an evil laugh echoing the chamber, Pewdie doesn't respond, so I know he doesn't hear. Help me Felix. I beg in my mind, the only thing Mad hasn't controlled fully, I'm stuck in this world, this wonderland.
This Mad World.
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New update! yay! Song was written by the amazing Gary Jules, and I thought it was perfect for this seen. More pewdiecry/ Melix in the future for your shippers out there. Let me explain this a but, some seemed confused. So, Cry is trapped in his mind. In a coma, if you will. And it's because his two other sides, Virus! and Mad! are fighting, Water and fire.. just like Felix said.
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