Thoughts of the day

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... Am I not enough anymore?
I know I made mistakes...
I know sorry doesn't fix them...
But I love you with all my heart...
Please don't do this.
If you must, do it quickly. The waiting for an answer is what hurts the most right now. It kills me to wonder what's going on inside your head. It's like I need to know but you're blocking me out...
I was once told that big blessings come with big burdens, and that all we look at is the burden instead of the beautiful blessing it comes with. If you're willing... I'll help carry the burden of this. I want to fix it but we never talk about what happened. I knew that if we didn't talk about, if we just hid it in a dark corner, that this would happen. It's all I can think about right now...