Never Been Kissed

Chapter 1

Slut. Whore. Bitch. Freak. Weirdo. Those are just a few things my fellow classmates call me. I would like to think that the "slut" and "whore" comments have never fallen from their lips, because, well, I've never kissed a boy in my life. A normal person would go to their friends for support., but not me. I have none. Don't pity me, I kind of enjoy being alone...in a twisted sort of way.

I sigh as I walk into the doors of the hell-hole called school, Expecting to have papers thrown at me, or to get tripped. I sigh and try to safely make my way to the library. Two minutes pass.

"Wow, I haven't been cussed out yet...surprising."

It's not that I don't like school, I'm an A student. It's just the people that make it, well, suck.

Just as the day was starting off somewhat okay, a popular cheerleader, Kailey, decides to "accidentally" stick out her foot and send my flying into the ground, glasses and textbooks and everything.

"Alexis! I didn't see you there!" She giggles along with her snotty group of followers. I don't really know what her problem is with me, maybe it's because we're polar opposites, but that's no reason to bully someone, ever.

You got to love Newcastle High School.

Hello, I'm Alexis Williams. I wear glasses, contacts if I'm feeling fancy, I'm socially awkward, my hair is about mid-stomach length, a mixture between dirty blonde and brunette. My skin is pretty clear, and I have ugly blue-green eyes. I never liked my appearance, but, youare who you are. I will admit, I've self harmed,but I'm celebrating because it's my 400th day clean...yay!

I smile to myself as I set my laptop and textbooks down on the library table.

"Hello Alexis! How are you today?" Mrs. Hawkins, the librarian, asks. She raises her sculpted eyebrow and tilts her head. I nod at her.

"I'm okay, you?"

"Just fine, dear."

As my laptop comes to life, it greets me with my life-savers, One Direction. I can't help but get butterflies as I see the angels standing there, looking so happy. I rest my chin on the palm of my hand and think, "Why can't I be as happy as you?"

I observe their faces. Zayn with his infamous tongue-behind-the-teeth-smile, Louis and Niall doing the same thing as always, Louis crossing his eyes and Niall laughing at him, no shocker there. Harry is mega-smiling, and Liam is jutting out his bottom lip, looking like a lost puppy.

I love these boys.

The bell rings for first period about 15 minutes later and as I walk into Honours English 12, I see the Kailey-clan and roll my eyes

"Sluts" I think to myself.

"Excuse me?" I hear one of them call out. Bree I think her name is. Her perfect, dark features turn into a scowl.

"Umm... n-nothing... i-it was nothing...sorry." I mentally smack myself. Curse my thinking out-loud. Damn it Alexis.

"Yeah you will be." A bottle-blonde Sam, remarks.

What?

I sit down usual spot, at the back corner of the class.

A couple of ew-theres-gum-in-my-hair and why-is-this-happening-to-me's later, hel- I mean school, ends.

I unlock my Civic and drive to home-sweet-home. Up to my room is where I go and lay my notes down. Changing into some comfortable contacts, sweats, a t-shirt and ponytail, I flop down onto my bed. It's actually some-what cold outside. Strange Australian weather. I lay down cuddled with blankets, letting sleep consume me.