Forget-Me-Not { NaCheol || Hospital Series #1 }

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A knock was heard at my door. I opened it and nilabas nito ang madrasta ko. I smiled and hugged her. She's a kind step mother not like those in fairytales and cliche' stories.

"How's my son? Namiss kita!" She said while still hugging me. My smile faded a bit, knowing that Im not getting better. I just shook my head that made her knot her brows. She must've thought na hindi na dapat niya tinanong yun.

"Oh! Nevermind what I said! But guess who I brought with me?" She said while flashing her sneaky smile. I scratched my nape. Sino nga ba? Im not good at guessing games so i just stood silent.

"Pfftt- wait i'll call her" after uttering those words she ran out of the door she's talking to someone. I can hear her through the thin walls of this hospital. I've been here for weeks so- i think i do see the walls thin.

"KUYYYAAA CHEEOOOLLIII!!" She Shouted while running to me to give me a huge hug. It's my twin sister Choi Sana. I'm 7 minutes older than her. Ang cool ng pangalan niya noh? so kwiyeowo. Just like her. She has perfect nose, perfect jawline and small lips. Kindda like me, Ang gwapo ko kasi kaya naman ang ganda ng kapatid ko. I hugged her back knowing how she misses me with those tight arms wrapped around me.

"Kuya naman eh! Nung nakalabas ako ng ospital ikaw naman pumalit! Ano yun? Salisihan tayo?!" She whinned and she banged my chest! Puta ang skait nun ah? Masakit alam niyo yun? Hindi ako si hulk or si kingkong para ganunin dibdib ko :<

"I can't help my sickness Sana we both know that this is on our blood- naiba lang yung sayo." I said. Me and Sana are the only child in our family. Pero parehas kaming may sakit. I can only imagine kung gano kasakit kila mom and dad to. And our real mom passed away because of anemia. Dad? Dad is a cancer survivor for about 4 months already. Sicknesses run in our blood. Dati I heard my step mom cry everynight pag kinichemo si dad.

"Hyung! Hyung! Hyuuunngg what's my name?" Sabi nung isang batang kasama ni Sana. What? Who is this? I don't know him. Bat parang ngayon ko lang siya nakita. What?! Bat dala dala siya ni sana?! What the hell is going on?! I looked at them with a confused reaction on my face. Who is this?

"Ah- bata sino ka?" I asked him. Suddenly all of their smiles faded. Sana looked down. What? I don't really know who this is.

"He's my brother little pabo!" I heard someone cheerfully said from the door. It's her. Im nayeon, The girl I love. argh! Napasapo nalang ako sa ulo ko at humiga. She walked close to me. I glared at her with my eyes still gloomy.

"Im sorry. I really can't- remember" I said as I looked down. CHOI FUCKING SEUNGCHEOL! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO REMEMBER THEN YOU CAN'T EVEN DO IT! YOU'RE WORTHLESS! A voice inside me shouted. Yes maybe I'm worthless- oh I am worthless. That's why I'm stuck here in this hospital forever. I can't go outside because if I ever do? My head will just ache and my brain will shrink faster consuming more and more of my memories. I feel a pair of soft hands cupped my face and lift my chin up.

"Hey- ok lang Nero understands your situation" she said while smiling. Nero- Nero is the name of her brother with 7 years of age i think? I just smiled back at her. I saw my step mom wear her shades. Damn it she's crying again. You made her cry again yoon fucking jeonghan the most stupid and worthless human being! Sana was smiling but she thought I din't see her wipe her tears a while ago. Why must I hurt the persons I love? Nayeon isn't crying on the outside. But I can feel her being broken and worried on the inside. I just hugged her. And she began laughing.

"Kumain ka na?" She asked. I shook my head. I never hreally noticed na nagugutom pala ako since ngayon. I looked at the time

"It's only 8:47AM?" They started to look at me with sadness in their eyes again. Oh- what did i do this time? My mom walked over me and showed me her phone.

"Nak it's already 10:56AM. Yung malaking hand ang hour hand and yung maliit yung minute hand ah? Napagbaligtad mo eh" she said while her voice cracking. But she still smiles. Dang it! Sana said her goodbyes and took mom with her then nayeon and nero oh the other hand stayed with me. Nakatulog si nero sa tabi ko habang naglalaro sa iPad ko. and nayeon? She's taking out the food she "said" she cooked for me. Tinanggap ko yung pagkain at nagsimula nading kumain. Ni hindi ko din maaalala ang huling beses na nakakain ako kaya hindi ko nalang babanggitin sakanya. We're silent until she started laughing again. MAY TAMA BA SA UTAK TONG BABAENG TO? I looked at her and bigla niyang pinalis yung kanin na nasa gilid ng labi ko. Ehehehe i purposely did that para dumamoves siya sakin AHAHAHA kaya ko din namang maging hokage minsan kahit may sakit ako. I never feel alone basta kasama ko siya, she means the world to me. Pero sorry siya kinagat ko kasi daliri niya AHAHAHHA

"ARAY! Shet! Ambaboy naman Choi Seungcheol!" Sigaw niya sabay bato sakin ng tissue. This girl is insane but When she's with me, We get more crazier. I wish we can stay like this forever, Sana lagi nalang ganito. Sadly It can't be. I just laughed my thoughts off at binato ko siya nung plastic spoon and the other minute? Kung ano ano na yung binabato namin sa isa't-isa puta may tagas talaga tong babaeng to. Ibato ko kaya sakanya yung oxygen tank to noh? Babatuhin ko na sana siya ng tsinelas ko. Until she ran away edi hinabol ko naman ang gaga. Para kaming bata dito hanggang sa punyeta dahil sa katangahan niya nadupilas siya grabe AHAHHAHA tanga!

"Sige tawa pa Coups. Gayan naman eh di mo na ko lab" Sabi niya habang pinapagpag yung sarili. Nakapout pa siya muka siyang pato AHAHAHA. I took the chance to run over her and hug her.

"Kahit di kita tinulungan kanina, you know very well that I love you so much Nayeon" I said while kissing her forehead. I felt her smile beneath my neck since mas matangkad ako ng onti sakanya. She hugged back.

"I love you too Choi Seungcheol~" sabi niya and as she kiss the tip of my nose. I leaned my forehead to hers and looked into her eyes then i flashed my smile. Sabi nila jeonghan muka daw akong bata pag ngumingiti ako. Napangiti din naman siya. I mouthed 'I love you so much' then I kissed her lips.

"Mr. Choi kailangan na po kayong iexamine" rinig kong sabi ng isang nurse. Napangiwi nalan ako at napatingin sa ibaba. Nayeon kept holding my hand. I just looked at her and faked a smile. I dont know what will I do without this girl, she gives me strength for whatever might come. Hanggang sa biglang sumakit ng sobra yung ulo ko shet napaka sakit napaluhod nalang ako and after a few minutes . . .
Everything went black.

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WARNING
EXTREME darama ahead AHAHAHAHA poeticrabbit beebbb baka maging IA ako since tapos na bakasyon :<<<<