Our Love Can't Be Tamed

All The Answers I Need

(Y/N)'s POV

  After our bath we got dressed walked to the living room.  We had sat down on the couch and of course Andy put on batman.  This time he actually put on my favorite batman, (F/B).  I wanted to watch the movie but I couldn't I just kept staring and Andy.  I have no idea why but something about his jaw line from a down angle made me curious.  What is he hiding in there?   I continued to stare until he noticed.  He looked at me and smiled.  "Hiya (Y/N)."  He chuckled and I laughed.  The laugh was soon faded and I went straight faced again.  

  "Andy babe?"  He looked at me and said, 'Yes' with his eyes.  "What are you hiding in that head of yours...I want the full story, everything.  I deserve answers."  He laughed paused the movie, wrapping his arm around my shoulders.  

  "You want answers?  I got answers.  Where should I start?"  I looked at him and him at me.  We stared at each other for a while.  Glacier blue clashing with (E/C).  

  "Start from the beginning...the very beginning."   He laughed and bit his lip.  

  "Get comfy (Y/N), this is gonna take a while."  I snuggled up to him and held his free hand.  I nodded at him and he nodded back.  "It all started on December 27th 1990, which I know you know.  I grew  up in Cincinnati Ohio.  During elemantry I was bullied and called names.  I was over weight until I lost weight at 13.  I started Biersack.  I was in Biersack till I was sixteen and made Black Veil Brides.  We went through a lot changes.  During the album , 'Set the World on Fire' I met Scout and we dated for a while till I noticed she was toxic and fled the relationship.  Once I did I became probably the only rock star that didn't want to be with every girl he looked at.  I was the responsible one on the bus and I partied but I didn't pick up girls like CC and Ash.  I only went outside for meet and greets and shows.  I was single for a long time.  When I met Juliet we hated each other.  I mean hated each other.  We eventually started dating but it wasn't a big deal until she made it one.  Making every post about me and giving a look of 'I have him'.  I noticed but didn't say anything.  Thinking we would be together forever We got tattoos of each others name which if you saw, her's is already gone.  I was going to surprise you by getting rid of her's and putting yours but it's not much of a surprise anymore huh?"  He stopped and smiled at me, kissing my forehead.

  "Anyways," He continued.  "Me and Juliet were together for two years and she left me, for some celebrity with more money than me.  I found out she had been cheating on me for the entirety of the relationship.  To get even I thought having sex with everyone would make the pain go away but it didn't.  If anything it made it worse.  I had sex with every girl I met and even you were a victim.  I ten noticed that I loved you and that's why I pleaded to you and told you I was sorry.  Until now I've never noticed how bad it sounds."  He laughed and a tear ran down his face.

  "Andy babe...don't cry..."  He noticed he was crying then she covered his face with his hands.  Trying to hide his tears from me, but he just cried more.  

  "I'm so sorry (Y/N).  Everything that I do I want it to be for you but I'm horrible.  I don't want you to leave because I'd just get worse.  Ever since I've met you I haven't snapped the way I used to.  (Y/N), you're my soul mate, and I know that now."  I hugged him and moved his hands from his face.  I lifted his chin with my index finger and my thumb.  Once he was up I kissed him and bit my lip.  

  "Look Andy, we all make mistakes and these tears, they are all your baggage, so let it out." Once he heard this he looked at me and then just burst into tears.  Not covering his face and not ashamed her cried.  After a little he hugged me.

  "Most girls would kill to be in your shoes, but yet you still stay humble like I'm not Andy Biersack.  To you I'm Andrew Dennis Biersack, just a guy that wants love.  Thank you (Y/N).  I mean that...I really do."

I hoped you liked that cause that was emotional.  Next chapter I promise will be as cute and funny as the cheerios one.  Also next chapter they are on tour again so that will be fun.  Okay bye!