I'm sorry...

Chapter 2

-Present-
Triggering warning

Wilmer P.O.V

"Honey, what happened?" I heard her sobbing.
"... Why? I thought you loved me. Why?"
"What are you talking about?
Demi shoved my phone in my face. It was showing an email. I read it.

Hey Wilmer, remember me, Madison;) I missed you,baby. When can I see you again? We have talked in awhile. Hope to hear from you soon.
Love,
Madison ;)

"Who's... Madison?" Demi choking at her name.
" I honestly...," Then it hit me.
It was 6 years ago. When I was drunk. I...
"...Oh fuck." I said under my breath.
"Who the fuck is she?" Demi angry now.
"Demi.. Baby I never meant to hurt you. It was 6 years ago..." She stormed out of the room before I could say anything else.

-Demi P.O.V-

I stormed out of the room before I could hear anything else.
Did he have an affair with this women? Was I not good enough? Was I not able to fulfill his needs? Am I a bad wife? I can't even be a good wife. I'm such a failure. I will never be good enough. Or am I just too much to handle?
"Demi! Please let me explain!"
I hear him coming down the stairs. I was in the bathroom with the door locked. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was in tears.
Not good enough
Failure
Fat
Ugly
Stupid
Useless
All these words was going back and forth in my mind. Wilmer already knew I wasn't in a good state of mind.
Fat
Useless
Failure
"Shut up!!!!" I screamed to my lungs burned.
I couldn't look at myself anymore. I leaned against the door.
Burden
Hated
Disgusting
Annoying
I can't handle these thoughts anymore. I turned on the water for the bath. I didn't want to live anymore... Or at least be in reality.
"Demi! Please open the door! Please I love you! Listen to me Demi!"
I turned off the water. I opened the door slowly to see Wilmer. His eyes are red bloodshot from the crying. He shaking.
"Demi, I have to explain."
I opened my mouth to say okay but a noise wouldn't come out. So all I did was nod.
He grabbed my hand, but I pulled back.
He just nodded.
We enter the living room.
"Demi," I cut him off
"Wilmer, you know I love you with all my heart. I don't care who Madison is. All I need to know is if you had sex or a relationship with the lady. I don't care if I know her or not. And along with that, how long ago was it and/if is it still...happening today." I held back my tears. Wilmer seen to be taken back by my response. I can't blame him for that. I normally become very hard to understand during events like this. I start to stutter.
"If I remember correctly... It happened about 6ish years ago," Wilmer clearly trying to remember exactly," I remember I was at a bar because...um...why was I at the bar?...but Madison ask for a drink. I said okay....um...and I supposed we had...," His head held down as he was disappointed in himself, "sex."
"Well..." I couldn't hold my composure any longer. My ears becoming itching from the tears swelling.
"Demi,it's okay say how you feel." Wilmer reassuring me.
"I feel betrayed,of course," it hurt to chuckle," I honestly don't want to deal with this. It's okay if you want to leave me,"
Failure
Awful wife
I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. My throat becoming tight.
"And if you do,I'll be okay. I love you, the last thing I want to do is keep your from being happy." My throat becoming tighter every word.
"Demi, I don't want to leave you. I love you and if you want me to be happy. I'm only happy with you by my side and me beside you."
"Fine." I forced a smile.
"Fine, mi amor."
Failure
Stupid
These words keep running through my mind. Why must I be this way?

A/N
So, this is the 2nd chapter as you can see. I wasn't sure to upload or not but my friend had a lot of faith in me. So here you go. Hope you liked it. Comment if you liked it or not. Love feedback. Oh and by the way. If you like the collage I have a tumblr fan page of TØP,P!ATD,and Demi. It's called @fanofmost thanks for reading