In Her Dreams ××

Maddie ××

See exactly why i hate my life? I wish that reality was that dream i had. Well this is the real world where woman and guys treat each other like crap. Especially when your mom curses at you for stating a fact. Maybe that's why dad left her in the first place. I mean it makes a total sense. What ever enough about home. Now i'm at school with a bunch of people that scare the shit out of me. If you can't tell already I'm that girl who doesn't make friends at all basically a friend repellent, just like my mom was until my dad came into her life. Yep i read my mom's journals. Now she's with a douchebag. And didn't she want to have sex with my dad when my dad was drunk?..

~12 years ago~
~Party~

Kendal(Drunk)- *walks up to sydney* HeLlO dEARy

Sydney- uh.. Are you okay?.. Kendal?

Kendal(drunk)- *hiccup* well of course i am sweetheart

Sydney- are you drunk or some shit?

Kendal(drunk)- hehehe maybee

Sydney- i have to take you home..

Kendal(drunk)- noo.. I wanna s-stayy~~

Sydney- kendal you're drunk!

Kendal(drunk)- *giggles*

Sydney- ugh. *walks up to rachel* rachel i gotta take kendal to my house.

Rachel- huh why?

Sydney- he's drunk.

Rachel- oh, we'll okay i guess..

Sydney- come on kendal *walks off holding Kendal's hand*

~Sydney's House~

Sydney- okay kendal lay down.

Kendal(drunk)- you're really pretty *strokes hair*

Sydney- kendal stop it and lay down--

Kendal(drunk)- why don't you lie down with me *kisses neck*

Sydney- * stops kendal * okay... Look i know you're drunk but you have a girlfriend.

Kendal(drunk)- so? I don't care... * puts hands around waist *

Sydney- oh um... Kind of close...

Kendal(drunk)- *kisses neck and takes off shirt*

~back to reality~

Then the next morning my mom felt morning sickness... And yeah i was created. I know A Lot About my dad that my mom doesn't know i know because i have her journals I EVEN read then for silent reading in E.L.A. the point is i know about my family and David is JUST another black hole in it. But right now I'm stuck in this seventh grade class with these dumb ass bitches who think they're better than me. Well they haven't lived my life so they cannot tell me shit. All through seventh grade though i did have a best friend, her name is Valentine. She is the only other person that understands me like no other...

~1st Period~
E.l.a

Mrs. Riley- okay class today we will start out our lesson with silent reading and telling us what your book is about.