Chapter 12

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Louis' pov

As soon as that phone call ended I spurred into action. I paced back and forth almost wearing a hole in the carpet. If they had Niall's phone then maybe I could call them? And say what? And beg to swap me in their places? I decide its the best option and hesitantly dial the number. It rings the full six tones before Matt picks up.

"What do you want, loverboy?" He growled.

"Please can you just swap me for them! I know I'm the one you want! Don't bring them into this!" I get straight into it.

"Well....normally I would love to accept such a proposal." He stops.

"Why don't you?" I ask worriedly.

"Well I couldn't wait you see, I had to hurt you and Harry seemed the easiest way." He sounds smug.

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?????" I scream, awful thoughts running through my head.

"Someone died because of you so I had to even the score." He states.

"Harry?" I break.

"He's dead."

I let the phone drop from my hand. Blood rushing out of body. The world rocks with my sobs and I close my eyes. Memories spin around my mind.

**Flashback**

I stand at the door to our room. Harry thinks I'm in the shower, but I'm listening. He's sat on our bed with his eyes closed.

"Said I'd never leave her cause her hands fit like my T-shirt,

Tongue tied over three words, cursed.

Running over thoughts that make my feet hurt,

Bodies intertwined with her lips

Now she's feeling so low since she went solo

Hole in the middle of my heart like a polo

And it's no joke to me

So we can we do it all over again

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again

Can we take the same road two days in the same clothes

And I know just what she'll say if I make all this pain go

Can we stop this for a minute

You know, I can tell that your heart isn't in it or with it...."

My mind took over and my voice joined in with my solo. We finished it together.

"Tell me with your mind, body and spirit

I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are British

Whether we're together or apart

We can both remove the masks and admit we regret it from the start

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again

You'll never know how to make it on your own

And you'll never show weakness for letting go

I guess you're still hurt if this is over

But do you really want to be alone?

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again."

"Louissssssss you took me by surprise there!" He smirked.

"I couldn't help it natural reactions and all." I laughed.

"I love our little singsongs." He winked.

"And I love you!" I ran over and kissed him.

**End of flashback**

I can still hear him singing in my head, sending shivers down my spine. I refuse to believe he's gone, I refuse!! My body somehow moves me to the kitchen where it finds a large bottle of pills. I look down at them, Harry still singing inside my mind.

"Louis.... Step away from the bottle." Liam cautiously moves toward me.

"He's gone." I let the tears slip down my face.

"What?" He looks taken aback. I explain the phone call and he thinks a while.

"Hold on; maybe he tricked you. Maybe he thought if he told you Harry was dead then you'd kill yourself?" He looked proud of his idea.

"Maybe..." I say non-commitedly.

A/N HI!!! I just wanted to say that I'll try and update everyday, but I have to be in the right frame of mind to write. Mostly I write lots on the weekend as I did with like 10 chapters in 24 hours :) Enjoy and don't forget to vote, fan or comment any ideas or things I could include/ general thoughts on my writing.

Babsie x

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