People have different ways of how they survive the world. My life is completely different then from anyone else life. I have no friends, nor do I want any. I was never a people person and I never will be. Nobody really likes me because I am different. I'm not like most people, I want to be normal, but that'll never happen. I'm the shy girl that no one knows, I'm the one who learns by watching others, I'm the one who envies other people. What I wouldn't give to be normal for at least a day. I would be the happiest girl alive.
You see, I stutter every time I talk, I can't help it. After I was hit by a baseball to the throat, my whole life change. All of my friends didn't know how to talk to me like they use to, my boyfriend was having trouble staying patient with me, and my teachers forgot to skip me when I had to read or say an answer. My parents and brother went through with me ans stood by me through every trouble I had. They were there for me. After a couple months I had almost no friends, but I still had my boyfriend, luckily. After awhile he understood what I was going through and went with me all the way. He supports me and helps me whenever we go on a date or somewhere together.
Sadly now we are not together anymore, we had to break up since he moved to Virginia and I live in Arkansas, that's a long way away. He said he would always love me, but now he has a new girlfriend, one that doesn't stutter. I am happy that he is happy, but I am sad that he fell in love with another girl so quickly after we had just broken up. I got over it yes, but I am still hurting a little. Thankfully my family has been there for me ever since I got the accident and ever since I had to break up with Anthony.
Today, on this very day, I have been single for four years, and it feels great! I haven't felt so alive and free and especially stress free since then. I don't have to impress anyone, or try make him happy 24/7. Every once in awhile I would like to be held, told compliments, kissed, or being cared about other then my family. But I don't know if that'll ever happen, sadly. Something might happen in the future, but that is like a 1% chance.
Ever since my accident, I have been insecure about talking, I only seem to talk mostly around my family and never my friends. My friends always try to talk to me, and I try my best to talk to them, but I can see the impatience in there eyes or facial expressions every time I talk. Now my friend rate is depleting, and I only seem to talk to my family. In my opinion I don't really mind, but I would like to go places, go to parties, or sleepovers with people other then my family, but I don't know if I'll ever get friends.
Five years ago I had this accident, five years ago I was thirteen, five years ago my life changed. In my opinion, it's a tragedy, I had to live through the hardship and the weird looks and I had to find a different way of speaking to people. I had to relearn how to speak. I felt so hopeless, weak, and damaged. At that point in my life five years ago, I almost went mute when I didn't know what to do with my life anymore.
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Hey guys, thanks for reading my book(s) and I hope that you are enjoying them as much as I am writing them. I am very sorry for the bad grammar or spelling or punctuation, but I am defiantly trying my best at making this and my other stories error free. Hope you guys are having a great summer and enjoy it while you can cuz it is going to go by faster then you know it. Love you all and God Bless you all 😆
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My Life
ActionThis a story of a girl who lives through a horrible life an is trying to get out of it. She has to go emence amount of pain to get where she wants to get later in life. She thinks that she can do it, do you? Thank you for reading my book(s), hope yo...
