Chapter Four: Alone

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Chloe's P.O.V.

     It has been a month since the double date with Zayn, Taylor, and Liam and I am officially nine months pregnant.  I am still living with my mom because I haven't found a suitable house yet but I'm doing okay I guess.  I haven't heard from Harry and my heart still aches because I want to be with him so bad for my baby girl but I guess that's not in the cards for us.  It's just going to be me and her.  I am taking off work because my due date is next week and my family has been helping me out a lot.  I don't know what I would do without them.

     I slowly get out of my bed because my belly is huge and I walk over to me bathroom so I can relieve myself.  Once I'm done, I wash my hands in cinnamon hand soap and I walk over to my closet so I can get dressed.  I slip on clean panties with a matching bra, grey yoga pants, a white lace cami, and a lavender long sleeved shirt.  I tie my hair back into a pony tail and I slip on my fuzzy leopard print slippers before going downstairs.

     My mom isn't home because she is working and my brother is busy and Taylor is working so I have the whole day to myself...I hate being alone because I start to think about me being kidnapped and Harry cheating on me.  Victoria was beautiful and perfect but I'm carrying his child.  I thought I meant something to him.  It's funny how you can give a guy your everything but you get nothing in return but a broken heart.  I miss staring into those emerald eyes and feeling his strong arms wrap around me at night.  I miss everything about him but I know for a fact that he doesn't miss me...or the baby.

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Harry's P.O.V.

     I wake up to my phone going off and I look over to see that it is Victoria calling me.  I press ignore and my heart clenches at the thought of hurting Chloe the way I did.  I really did love her so much and I still do.  She's carrying my child...our child.  She would make me smile when I was having a bad day and she was just my everything she still is.  This house is so empty without her and I can't smell the scent of her hair on her pillows anymore.  I haven't been able to focus at all because all I think about is her and our baby girl is supposed to be here next week.

     After getting dressed, I walk downstairs and the house is so quiet.  I turn on the coffee pot and I grab a mug out of the cabinet.  Everything reminds me of her and I didn't realize what I had until I don't have it anymore.  I pour my coffee and I lock the house up because I am actually forcing myself to go to work today.  I unlock my car and I get in spilling a little coffee on my hand and I curse under my breath.  I'm a nervous wreck without Chloe.

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Chloe's P.O.V.

     I finish my t.v. show that I was watching and I am full out crying for no apparent reason.  My hormones.  I hear a knock at the door and I walk over and open it to see Shawn.

Me: Oh my god!  I thought you died!

Shawn: No sissy.  I'm alive.

Me: Come in!

     Shawn looks so good.  He is in a new relationship with a girl named Jade and I am so happy for them because she is a sweetheart.  Me and Shawn go into the kitchen and sit at the kitchen table.

Me: So what brings you by?

Shawn: Well dad called me.

Me: Oh really?  What did he say?

Shawn: Just that he misses you and you haven't been answering your phone so I decided to come check up on you.

Me: Yeah...I haven't deleted any pictures of me and Harry so it hurts when I look at them and I really haven't been in the mood to talk to anyone.

Shawn: I don't blame you.  You doing okay though?

Me: Yeah I'm fine.  I can't wait for this baby to come out though.  I wanna meet her so bad.

Shawn: I know, I'm going to be an uncle.

     Shawn's phone vibrates and he has to leave because Jade needs picked up from college and I give him a big hug before he leaves.  I go back into the living room and plop down on the couch.  I soon drift off to sleep.

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