A/N: Purely fictional x
Its not my fault they don’t stay
its not my fault that everyone who comes into my life turns away
Its not my fault if I decide to trust you and you turn away
Because you just don’t love me enough to stay
Yet it is your fault if you get caught judging me for living my life and keeping to myself
And trying
But failing
To keep my demons at bay
For it is you but not you alone
Who has forced me to be this way
Building up walls
Stronger than metal
More bulletproof than armour
Around the walls of my heart
Preventing your words from reaching me
And destroying me
To the point of no return
Yet still;
I cut
I burn
I twist and turn, getting deeper and deeper
Cutting as deep as the words that fell right out of your lips
But the pain is nothing compared to that of which I've earned
As those walls crumbled underneath your fingertips
I shouldn’t have let my guard down
Never let you in
But I was weak
Not strong
As I jumped right off that bridge
Do you feel guilty?
Do you feel pain?
I think not
As I fall further, tumbling down
Because I am just another beautiful disaster in your belt.
