DontThinkTheyKnow

should i stay or should i go??

chaya's pov

i was with christina admiring the room chris surprised her with! she was excited to be with chris for the night and deep down i was happy too. i was starting to head home but it started to thunder! that must have been what i heard on the news! i shouldve listened!! i was trying to rush out the door and still get christina in her pajamas! i kissed her goodnight and shut the door knowing she wasnt falling asleep anytime soon! when i was walking out chris stopped me dead in my tracks!

"where you going" he said putting his hand on the door. "chris i have to leave its gonna start pouring"  i said with a slight attitude. "come on, why dont you just stay over here with me and christina" he pleaded "its christina and i and no chris i have things to do in the morning i cant be late" i implied. "you havent changed a bit still as classy and beautiful as before" chris said mezmorized. "thanks chris, but dont think your slick i still know how to stand my ground" i said very much confident. " can you? chris said coming closer placing his finger under my chin and as tempting as it was to kiss him, i knew it was way too soon.

"chris stop" i said drastically trying to keep my heart beat from speeding! "but you dont want me to stop" he said real sarcastic. " look chris get off of me" chaya said. "look chaya im sorry that i left and i know thats keeping you from loving me again, i didnt know that the morning after we made love i would leave you and i never even said sorry" chris said passionately. "obviously you didnt chris, you come to MY home, randomly told me you loved me, you have sex with me and leave before i could even say bye" i said on the erge of tears. "look im sorry chaya, i didnt know things were gonna turn out like that but i couldnt leave without telling you how i felt" chris said grabbing my hand "well this is how i feel, just take care of your daughter and leave me alone" i snatched my hand and left out the door!!

chris' pov

damn! how could she just walk out on me, and "really leave her alone" i cant, i love her to much to stay away, before i left i was so in love, she was the only girl who loved me for me even with my "bad boy rep." she still cared and loved me for me. she was beautiful, brave, intelligent and honest even fiesty when it was necessary but i loved her as much as she loved me, when i left it was the worst thing i had tell her and i never even apollogized but somehow its not my fault she never even told me she was pregnant or even reached out and i missed years and years of my childs life! but i still feel obligated and i have to get her to talk too me so we can work it out!

i was now sitting on the couch thinking and it started thundering immediately i was worried about chaya so i called her phone. *ring *ring *ring "heys it chaya sorry i couldnt -"said the voicemail as i hung up. i started pacing this was when i needed a release, i went upstairs because christina was super quiet and suprisingly she was sleeping peacefully so i pulled the covers fully on her and kissed her cheek and cracked her door shut and went back to the living room and i had a missed call from chaya so i rushed to call back! 

convo

"hey chaya, are you ok, look im sorry about everything i dont want you to be mad at me. i know its my fault but ill fix it all and make sure you and christina is taken care of and satisfied" i said as sincere as i could!

"chris its not your fault i shoudve tried to reach out and tell you but i was nervous and my mom put so much pressure on me to go to school and graduate and stilll keep up with my job and to be honest with you im still in love with you and im trying to hide my feelings for you because i dont ever want you to leave me or christina again" she said crying

"chaya its ok i will never leave you or christina again, im here to stay i just hope you can trust me and forget the rough beginning and live to see the future with me and christina by your side, i love you chaya and dont you ever forget that" i said being honest

"i will never forget that chris, but... i have to go get some rest, but im glad we cleared this out, ill call you in the morning to check on you guys, and thanks for always being there for me"

"dont worry i got you chaya, ill talk to you in the morning" i said happy

"ok......and chris" she said

"huh" i said about to hang up

" i love you...." she said and hung up

she said she loved me. maybe she does still have feelings for me because i know i do and my feelings wont ever change because shes my soul mate and im gonna get her back!

end of chapter

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