Killing Me Softly

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This isn't fair for me.

You get to run around living your life happy and carefree,

While I'm stuck in my head only being able to think about you and nothing else.

Meeting you for the first time I had originally felt something go off inside my heart.

I ignored my feelings and told myself it was nothing,

That was the biggest lie I've ever told.

After spending a couple days with you I noticed that you weren't perfect,

You were cocky, you had a short temper and at times could be an ass.

But for some reason I completely ignored all the bad and focused on the good.

You were nice and sweet and loved joking around in the weirdest ways.

After those couple days ended you became even harder to get off my mine.

And that almost broke me,

I heard things I shouldn't have heard I saw things I shouldn't have seen and now I understand.

Your an addiction, a bad habit, and this feeling isn't healthy.

You don't feel the same way I do and for some reason that makes me even more addicted to you.

I need you out of my life before I drive myself insane.

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