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I. Agonizing war from the inside.

Behind those eyes.

This feeling that I can't hide

When I am being lonely and alone

Thinking no one is on my side

is it someone's fault or is it mine?

Now tell me if I was wrong or right

because it is so hard to resist and fight,

the battle inside with the absence of light,

I can tell that I am out of sight.

Honestly i am afraid of being left behind

but there is no one who can give me a hand,

I am referring to the people of this world

And for those people whom I called friend.

i am telling you that I am struggling,

for no reason I am crying,

every time i am awake I am falling,

I'm trying to find an escape by sleeping.

this words are just simple yes it is,

and it was like non-sense,

for others who had a good and positive attitude

I know there will be obstacles and challenges in our life.

My life is so ironic

this moment was so melancholic

So unfair, cruel and Pessimistic

truth hurts and that sucks.!!!!