Acceptance at your own Risk (a Phanfiction)

Pain...

(Still Dans P.O.V)

I got up slowly, looking at my now human body, covered in more bruises. I sighed as I walked over to my bed and nearly collapsed on it. I heard a strange noise, I searched around for the noise until I located its origin. My phone, "Ugh..." I sighed getting off the bed and clumsily tumbling my way to my dresser, across my flat.

It's actually quite an interesting concept. My father sent me here, he refused to let me live at the pack house anymore. I lived fairly close to it though. My father gave me this stupid flat. I guess I shouldn't complain, even though he hated me, he gave me a rather good quality flat. I had originally expected him to give a horrible crap shack but was surprised to find this. He would stop by sometimes, or he'd send Nails, the pack beta (and his trusty friend), to check up on me. I actually regularly return to the pack house for simple "all pack" activities and meetings.

I picked up the phone, /Phil/ it read, I answered quickly "H-Hello?" I said realizing I had been crying and it was obvious when I spoke. "Dan? What's wrong? What happened? I'm coming over!" He said quickly his voice worried with concern, "N-nothing" I said my voice saying otherwise though "Dan I'm coming over, and you're gonna tell me what's wrong!" He said sternly "You really don't!" I said, desperately trying to dissuade him from coming since I had no way to explain with out spilling my biggest darkest secrets. "Too bad. I am!" He said "I'll be over in five minutes! Bye Dan!" And then he hung up before I could argue against it "Shit..." I muttered as I fell onto my bed again.

I felt unconsciousness tug at my body. "No I can't" I growled in my head, soon though, I felt my body go limp and I fell into a slight sleep.

"Dan? I'm here!" I heard the familiar voice yell and knock on my door. "Hmmph" I mumbled before getting up and preparing to open the door. He walked in without my opening it because he had his own key.

"Hi so what's- DAN ARE YOU OKAY!" I was confused by his sudden outburst until I realized I was still covered in blood and bruises and cuts. God I look rough. "What? Ya I'm- I'm fine" I said looking down to avoid his gaze "No you're not Dan, you're covered in blood and bruises and cuts! Am I supposed to not at all be concerned that my best friend looks like he got attacked by a hungry wolf?" He yelled, which only made it worse considering my abusive past. I could only laugh on the inside at his metaphor.

I began to violently tremble and shake "Are you okay!" Phil asked asked as he reached his hand out quickly. Reflexes... I jerked away quickly in fear.

I began to cry and just sort of formed in a little ball. "Dan?" He chocked out. I didn't respond. That went on for about five minutes until I finally stopped. "Dan tell me please what happened?" He said very seriously looking me into the eyes, me quickly looking away. This was, unknown to him this triggering a wolf reflex to look away, for that is the way of a mutual understanding of dominance wolves, which since I was always Omega I looked away showing that I was of less dominance. But to him it was just fear and shyness.

"What do you want to know?" I asked, still looking away. I couldn't bear to see the sadness that filled his eyes. The fact that I caused that to happen, proving exactly what my 'father' had said...

Authors Note: Hello!! I am still sick!! I don't have Strep Throat though... I probably won't be going to school tomorrow either. I will be writing a lot then... Okay so ya the ending was a bit rushed, sorry! Also I sort of drug it on and on a lot. Sorry... I love ... Btw...

Love,

Akai!!