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CHAPTER - 6 Confession

AN: sorry po slow update..naging super busy po eh..

*Kate’s POV

“Ssshh...I’m sorry Lifee…I didn’t intend to scare you but…” He looked down.

“But? What?” I put down the bouquet on the side table then I also hold his hand in my face. His still quiet so I asked him again.

“I just felt helpless here and I don’t want anyone to treat me like a dying man.”

          I turn his head to look me in my eyes. “It’s not like what you think Sen. We just want to help you.”

“…” Awkward. Silence.

 (a/n: listen to the song “near to you” by a fine frenzy)

“I want you to stay… beside me...forever…in bad times or in good times…wherever you go I’ll always be by your side.”

“Marry me then have a family with me and let’s grow old together.” He said seriously and looking straight in my eyes.

“Of course Worldie, we will do that together because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.” I shouted to the fullest of my lungs.

“Hahaha…You don’t need to shout Kate because I can feel it…I know you love me.” He said that with a big smile and his so proud of himself.

My face got hotter, I blushed and giddy, so to hide it I sarcastically said, “Wow! Over confident Mr. Jansen Smith ha?...” He pouted his lips “…hahaha…yeah! You’re right my angel with tale.”

“I love you… I love you… I love you forever…I will not be tired of saying and proving that to you, always remember that.” He gave me a sweet small kisses on my forehead, tip of my nose, eyes, cheeks, chin and long kiss on my lips.

“And I would love to do the same because you are my world.” I hugged him tighter.

“You know what Lifee why I keep on calling you Lifee and as my endearment to you?” I just shrugged my shoulder and let him talk. We seated on the couch. “Hhmm… The first time we’ve met during the first day of school and saw your face I got interested on you. We bumped on each other then when I was about to help, you ignore my hand. Don’t know why but I think you’re a man hater then you don’t even seem amazed on my look hahaha… but I liked it. You are the only one who did that on me. I become challenged on you and I decided to get closer on you. Luckily, we are in the same class. Everytime I saw you being irritated when I always make fun of you you’re still beautiful to me because that is the only way that you will talk to me. Moreover, when I saw you and Gian having fun I felt guilty because with your smile I told to myself I want to be the reason of it and I will never let you cry. You’re my angel and the reason why I’ve changed from being a playboy to a loyal boyfriend.”

“Weh? Hahaha…” We are just hugging and caressing each other. I’m glad.

“Sorry if I’ am always making you irritated of my presence. Thank you so much because you still accept me in your life. Even though you don’t like me before you still do your part when we are partnered in group studies or any activities. I’m so lucky because God gave me you. He knows I really do need His help to be with you and make you fall inlove with me so I really did my part to give everything to you. My life then revolves only to you and because of you… You are the reason why I’ am still fighting of this f☺cking sickness I just hope you will not get tired of me because you are my life, Lifee.”

          I’ am so speechless to his confession. I also remember those days of ours. I can’t really imagine before that I will fall to this man. At this moment I just want to make and let him feel my love. I let him feel it through my kiss.

“Lifee you know what? When we discovered my sickness I really lose my hope? My family does everything for me to cure this and even our family friends and relatives help us. One day, I was shocked when Gian visited me hear. I thought all our classmates knew it but she just so happen to be the daughter of my father’s friend. I told her not to tell anyone because at that time I don’t know if what will be your reaction, if you will be happy or sad that we will not see each other. Every time I asked her about you the more I like you and that is the time I made you as my inspiration. I told her I want to marry you someday but in my condition I just told her it will not happen anymore. She spunk me when I said that. She thinks a plan for us to make you fall inlove with me though she is hurt because he likes me but for us she gave up. Gian urge me to do things that you will like. When I had a sudden recovery I really wish that you will be my wife.”

      So my bestfriend, Gian, is the reason and becomes the bridge between us. I felt thankful for her because of her urge to provoke my feelings to this man I will not reliazed that I love Jansen.

          After a while of our drama we decided to watch movie, “3 idiots”. Mama Ivy, his mother, joined us watching and we got shock when we saw and heard her laugh louder than us. She’s so funny when she repeated the line in the movie saying “all is well” with gesture.

          When the movie ended Sen turned off the television. “Lifee, it’s too late and I think you should go now”

“But –“

“No buts. I’ll call Mang Berting to wait you at the entrance”

I pouted my lips. “I want here eh! Please… Please…Please…!”

“No Lifee. Uncle and auntie might be angry bec ---“

“Haizt...Just tonight Worldie”

“Yeah Son, Kate can sleep here. I forgot to tell you that Iselle and Mang Berting got home earlier before I entered here.” Mama Ivy interrupted us from arguing with a big smile and she led me to the other bed besides’ Sen. “We can sleep together Son, right Kate?” She held’s my hand.

“Yes Mama! It’s fine with me even in the couch I can sleep”

“haist! Stubborn!”

“Please… Please…” Mama and I formed a puppy look.

“Aarghh! Okay Fine!”

          In so much happiness I run to his side and hugged him. “Thanks Worldie! ahahaha…” I kissed him on his cheek because I’m shy to her Mom if it is in the lips.

          When I was about to stand up he pulled me and kissed me n the lips in front of her mother.