Chapter Fifty-Two
ZAYNS POV.
"I'm... I'm so sorry" I whisper and walk away while I run my hands through my hair.
Fuck, why did I have to do that? Why did I have to make her feel like that? She's probably shocked or whatever. She hates me, just like I hate myself.
"Zayn, you're ok?" Liam asks but I'm not listening. I look out of the window as I see Maura say something, but the music that’s coming out of my beats fades away her voice just as she does when we drive away.
I'm such a dumb ass. I just got her back as a friend and then I decide to kiss her and ruin everything you've worked so hard for. It finally wasn't so awkward anymore, but now I don't even know if we ever could be friends again. Good job Malik, mum would be proud of you.
“Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life”
The Fray sings into my ears. Good timing for this song. I know Maura likes it, and the texts it just perfect right now.
Sarcasm all the way.
"Hey, Zayn" Liam says again while he hits my leg. I put my music off and ask what he wants.
"What’s wrong?" Liam asks.
"I fucked up, ok? I fucked up, just as usual"
"What happened?"
"I kissed her" I mumble.
"You what?" Louis says shocked, "And where is the bad part?"
"Dude, I said 'I'm so sorry' and walked away, I fucking pussied out"
"Zayn, chill man"
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Patient Love - z.m.
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