Regret

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I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to speak
I don't know how to think
I don't know how to take back
All the words
I've so foolishly
Released

I don't know how to live
I don't know how to breathe
I don't know how to move
I don't know how to understand the
Feelings I'm so
Desperately trying to
Smother

I don't know how to cry
I don't know how to drown
I don't know how to die
I don't know how to prevent myself
From longing for
Your seemingly everlasting
Touch

I cannot dream without you
I cannot rest without you
I cannot survive without you
I cannot love without you

I become emotionless
Awaiting your arrival
That will never come

Patience
Time
Toleration
Vulnerability
Undying disappointment

Hope
Confusion
Realization
Pain
Unyielding tears

Nightmares
Truth
Denial
Anger
Unavoidable sorrow

Sin
Hate
Ignorance
Grief
Unimaginable release

Ice
Betrayal
Darkness
Misery
A seemingly inevitable decision
That envelops my soul with
Comfort
Relief
Freedom
But allows
Regret
To slip in
To take over
To kill the faith

With a fake smile
And an overly used facade
I regret to announce the
Lie I've so desperately clung onto
Since the day I lost:

"I do not love you."

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 15, 2016 ⏰

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