Depression

It feels like your falling a never ending pit deeper and deeper you go not knowing when you'll finally hit the bottom to your death not having anyone to talk to...just darkness as your only friend scared for your life so you cry not having a choice anymore but it gets worse as you fall you hit sharp rocks that cut your wrists like razors and you bleed to death only the lucky ones survive and manage  to dodge the razors then you start to think there is no hope and demons start to control you so you let the darkness consume you so you just fall deeper and deeper no one knows that you mentally gone but your just physically there you just put on a smile some of us will hid it so well that no one well ever know until you die but some of us don't want them to know but do why?...is it because we'r scared  that our loved ones will be hurt by it or is it you cant afford it or...or is it your afraid that the'll just feed you pills after pills maybe its because you think the'll do nothing...but the ones who are strong tell a trusted one and does get mental help and they live on but the not so lucky ones plummet to their deaths but the thing each and every one seems to forget is that they never seem to think about your loved ones and how they well get affected by it they most likely  have the same fate as you so why be so selfish and let them suffer like you did because your life is precious to someone and if you don't have a special one but to some one else you are special and let that some one be a friend or a family member or let that some one be stranger no matter what you do it well affect some one so be a survivor and be proud and say ya I survived Depression and I can get help let that be from anyone and anyone help the ones in need be the one who says ya I rescued someone  from the monster and struggle of depression.