why did you leave me when all I did was stand by you? why do you seem to care then at the blink of an eye, I don't even know you? I abandoned everyone for you, though I would try to deny it. I cared too much for you and not enough for the one who cared for me. I put you first while you put me last. I should've listened when they said, "you'll see." I never knew you would prove them right. I thought you'd always be there beside me.