Sarah felt awful. Jason had organised a date for her at a party for her club at a club tonight, to celebrate how she had been promoted, and all she could think about was how Brendon's lips felt against hers. But she couldn't deny the feeling. She had to tell him today. The day passed by. Sarah went to work, new guys today, twenty two pilots was it? Josh & Tyler. Nice guys. But all day all she had on her mind was how Jason would feel when he found out. Would he forgive her? Did she love him? Would he still love her?
When she got home Sarah could barely to look in his eyes. She couldn't bring herself to tell him. She knew it would break his heart and she didn't want to see him disappointed at her.
"Hey honey how was your day?"
"It was fine thank you Jason"
"Hey are you sure your okay, I'm excited for tonight"
"Yeah me too."
Jason pulls her into a hug and whispers
"I miss you"
"But I'm right here" Sarah replies
" Yes but it's not the same anymore, you never seem to want to kiss me or touch me, I feel like you don't love me anymore" Jason said with his eyes watering
" no I still love you Jason I'm sorry somethings been in my mind lately" Sarah says whilst hugging him
"Is there someone else?" Jason asked
Little did he know.....
"No Jason it's just you" she smiles
" good babe I'm not loosing you anytime soon" Jason grinned
Sarah went to get ready. She put on her black dress, the one that Jason really likes in hope that it will ease his pain. "Stupid idea really" she said under her breath.When they got there all of her friends were there, everyone she loved, even her parents. And then she saw him.
Shit shit shit shit she thought.Brendon was there. He wore black skinny jeans and a leather jacket she couldn't help but admire his beauty.
"Er babe who is that" Sarah said
"It's Brendon Urie, you know from Panic! At The Disco Ryan's boyfriend remember you met him when we went to Ryan's parents house?"
Fuck Sarah thought. She thought she didn't think he was going to here.
"Oh right I like that band thanks jase"
"Your welcome sar love you, I think he's gonna perform a song now! One exclusive to us I think. He said no ones ever heard it before!"
" maybe it's a love song about Ryan" he said smiling
Sarah can't help but wish it wasn't and she knew it couldn't be because they broke up but maybe they got back together?
"Hi everyone my names Brendon urie and this Dallon Weekes & Kenneth Harris and we're gonna sing a song called Sarah Smiles for you.I was fine just a guy living on my own...
When the song had ended Sarah could believe what she had just heard. She couldn't fight the feeling of wanting to have Brendon's lips against hers. But obviously she couldn't assume it was about her. She just couldn't help BUT assume though. She went over with Jason to thank him and then followed him into the back room.
"So we meet again" Brendon said
"Yeah I guess" Sarah said timidly " did you write that about me?"
"Yep!" Brendon grinned "I told you I just can't stop staring at you smiling. And your eyes, I get lost in them, I know you don't want me but I wanted you to never forget Im always here for you"With every word Brendon was inching closer...
" Brendon... No... Jason" Sarah tries to pull away
" shhh it's okay he won't love you like I would"We hope you like chapter 3 please vote and comment :)
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FanficBrendon and Ryan loved eachother very much bit the minute Brendon saw Sarah everything changed all he wanted to do was love her.