Every cold night I lay
Holding onto my last breath
Wondering why the sky is so grey
Ultimately waiting for my death
Even within the darkness I sit
And listen to my racing thoughts
Telling me I'm unfit
As I tie the final knots
I wonder what I could've done right
And what I've done wrong
But my future is surely not bright
As I escape into the darkness that I've always longed
When I'm gone, please don't put your life on pause
I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused
