How you ever wondered, why am I here? I sometimes wonder that through out the day. Is it to change someone's life or to just sit on the sidelines? No one seems to know what they are here for. No one understands any thing about this earth. I mean I don't even understand why I'm here, I get antagonized every day of my life. At school the girls pick on me at home my mother yells at me. I don't have a purpose or a meaning. So why is it that we go through every day with out questioning others? Why don't we question why we are here...I'm Jessica and I question why we are here. I have some problems with depression and I cut my self. I have two to three friends. My mother doesn't like me and I never talk to my Father. When I was born my Father left, he hasn't been around for 12 years. My mother was so shocked that she quit caring for me. I've been alone from the beginning, I strive to eat and to keep going on. I've tried to kill myself five time all of them have failed...so far. This is my story, this is my life.