( A/N hope you like this story as much as I like avocados ;)) )
Joeys Pov
" I can't take this anymore " I mumble to myself as I throw everything down on the bed and head straight to the bathroom, locking it behind me. I frantically search through the cabinets to find my razor. The tears are coming faster now as I find my razor, I throw off my jacket and slide down the wall. " he was right to abuse me " I mumble. " I'm a no good piece of shit person let alone boyfriend ". I glide the razor across my forearm multiple times. Each cut getting deeper and deeper. I watch as the blood trickles down my arm, smiling because I know I deserve it. Soon I clean the blade and hide it in my spot so Shane won't find it. I attempt to wipe off my tears but they just keep coming. I quickly run to my room and look at the clock, 5:36pm. Shane won't be home till 6:30 so I decide to hit the hay so I can avoid talking to him. As I lay down in my bed I start thinking to myself, which only makes me cry harder. I attempt to fall asleep but I just can't. Which doesn't surprise me, lately I barley eat nor sleep. As I start to pull out my headphones to listen to music, I hear the front door open. I quickly shove everything under my pillow and pretend to sleep.
Shane's Pov
" Joey? " I call as I walk into the apartment. Well he must be sleeping so I'll just leave him alone. It's weird though it's only 6:30pm, and he's already in bed. I'm worried about him ever since he moved in after him and Preston broke up he always goes to sleep early, I never see him eat, and he's mostly shut everyone out. Even his sister Nicole, and she's the closest person to him. Instead of being happy, outgoing , full laughter and a bubbly person, he just is always sad and he never wants to go out anymore. I try not to think about to much because I had a stressful day at work. I throw my stuff down on the kitchen table and go change into sweatpants and my titanic shirt then go to the living room and put on big brother.
Joeys Pov
I hear Shane rustling around in the living room then I hear silence. I got a little paranoid that he would burst into my room and wake me up. My prayers were answered when I heard him turn on the t.v and watch big brother. I continues to pull out my headphones and turn Spotify on shuffle. The first song that came on was sam smiths " I'm not the only one " came on. I then started to cry but not too loud cause Shane was In the next room.
You sayyyy I'm crazy
Cause you don't think I know what you've done,
But wheenn you call me baby I know I'm not the only one.
Soon sleep came over me and the last thing I heard was...
I know I'm not the only one....
A/n I hope you enjoyed! Today was the last day of school bitchez ;))
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FanfictionJoey was going through a very tough time at the moment. He felt like his life was over. That was until a tall green eyed boy with chocolate colored hair bumps into him at a coffee shop.
