A/N: I'm going to make a new story but this story will be continued . I'm thinking of making more than one story . I'm having a huge writers block . & it's a lot going on . #RipVirginia🙏🏽❤️ .
Chresanto POV
I just got a text from Adrienna & Sha'Mya in a group chat . They want to meet up w/ Kamryn & fix their mistakes . I admire them for that but I'm not sure I want to set up another meeting w/ Sha'Mya involved
I decided to ask Kamryn how she feels towards Sha'Mya . She told me for a while she wanted to kill her but then it says in the bible . Matthew 6:14-15 "4 For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins." but She has this feeling . like she has the right to like not talk to her ever again .
I understand how Kamryn feels so I text back Sha'Mya & Adrienna that I'm in . but if they bring that lil dirty tramp of a friend then I will let Kam kill her w/o hesitation
The plan is to form a dinner . Kamryn thinks that's it just going to be us two but Adrienna & Sha'Mya will be there too .
Kamryn POV
Chresanto is taking me for dinner at a fancy resteraunt . I love Chres so much . He's by my side when no one else is .
In the car*
"I love you w/ all my heart babygirl" Chresanto said sincerely . I smiled . "You're reading my thoughts" I laughed . "I love you too baby .. so much" I told him meaning every word that I said
When we pulled up to the resteraunt Chresanto told the waitress his name & as we walked to the table I was shocked . They were here . Two people who couldn't care less on rather I was dead & gone . Why were they here? I rolled my eyes & followed Chres to our table which turnt out to be along w/ Adrienna & Sha'Mya
I stood for a while looking between Adrienna & Sha'Mya . Then suddenly my eyes filled up w/ tears & I just ran to the restroom . "Kamryn" I heard Chres calling me . I went into the restroom & locked myself into a stall & slid down . It hurts so bad . Knowing no one loves you . Everyone you care about is either gone or doesn't care about you . It hurts so bad . Not having friends . Not knowing what's real & what's fake .
"I'm sorry Kamryn . I didn't mean to say what I said . I love you like a sister & I understand if you never forgive me b/c I don't even forgive myself . I'm so sorry" I heard Sha'Mya say . "I love you Kam . When I was down & out & no one was there you made sure that you were always there . I abandoned you .. I'm so so sorry" Adrienna said .
I just cried harder . I'm to the point where I know that the word 'sorry' is so .. used . It breaks my heart every time that I hear it . Forgiveness . "It hurts" I cried holding unto my heart . "I'm sorry .." Adrienna tried until I cut her off . "STOP . Just please stop . No ones ever sorry" I sobbed .
Suddenly the door busted open . "Babygirl . I love you w/ ALL of my heart . & I know that the girls do too . I know that they hurt you . & deep down that you forgive them . but they do feel bad . Don't be stuck on trying to be there friend . Just do you . Y'all can work y'all's problems out later baby ... It's okay" I heard Chres say .
I was sniffling & wiping my tears . He came into the girls bathroom for me . "I love you to Chresanto" I said w/ a bitter smile . I walked out of the stall & out of the resteraunt . It still hurt . but Chres was right . We went to McDonalds & I had a long sleep after that
A/N: I hope y'all liked it! Sorry for mistakes!! This chapter made me feel some type of way . It's 1:13 right now so of course I'm in my feelings😭.. lawwrd😩
