"No need for hearing the words in my head that taunt me over and over again and again till I can't take it no more."🎶 I heard my voice on radio in the back ground and it reminded me of Oli.
*Flashback*
"Okay I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that."
"Well you should've thought of that before you opened your big narcissistic mouth Oli! I mean seriously you think you're all the shit and everything, when in reality you can't even fucking look at yourself. Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that!
Just kidding I did cause unlike you I know how to say things at the right time!"
"Yea you're right I can't even look at myself you wanna know why? Because everyone hates me and I know how, its cause I can't even control what I say. I don't think before I speak or do actions but I own up to them!" He was getting furious. "I'm sorry I was a narcissistic bitch in the past I'm sorry I've done mistakes!" He grabbed his things and left the studio. And that was the last thing I ever heard from Oli in five years.
*End of Flashback*
I really did feel bad for telling him that. He was a great guy and an amazing person but I was just like him, i never really controlled what I said in the past and I was attacking him for that. For things that happened to me too.
"So how about this, 'and it woke me up like a heart attack, when you talk in your sleep I'll be there slow your breath.'" Vic harmonized while cutting me out of my thoughts.
He has been coming over a lot lately for the past 2 months. He says he wants me to help him lyrically with the songs for their next album and I volunteer whenever he asks for it. Otherwise I keep my mouth shut.
"Yea it sounds good I would just rather like it if it were an ending to a song ya know? When are you guys planning on releasing this?" I asked him.
"When we finish it, I don't know? I'm having problems writing this Alex, my mind always trails off to something else. It's like I can't write anymore..."
"Nonsense Victor I'm one hundred percent sure you're going to make this album great. Take your time, don't rush. Great words come in time."
"Thanks Alex. Anyways gotta ru- wait! Uh aren't you suppose to be with your sister?" Shit. "She told me to call you but I was already on my way over here so I took the chance."
"I forgot Vic! Let's go, get in the car!"I yelled at him while getting my keys.
"Do you think she'll be mad? I mean you did tell her you'll be there..."
"Oh Jesus Victor! Of course I think she'll be mad. I mean it is Lauren we're talking about."
"True."
He looked trough my CD stash and got out All Time Low Nothing Personal.
My name is Alex, I'm a 22 year old girl temporarily living in Culver City, CA. I'm in between pale and tan, not the ugly tan. I'm also kinda short but kinda tall, I guess you could say I'm medium height. My hair is really dark brown with an inch far away from my roots dyed the color teal all the way to my tips. I have tattoos here and there not a lot just really visible. I also have a nose piercing and 4g size gauges. I'm originally from New Mexico but when I was 19 I moved to London and met people so we started a band. At the moment we are on a small break (maybe 2 weeks) considering we just finished a 9-month long tour with SWS.
I'm going to meet up with my sister to do a little photoshoot for the ALT Press magazine and she wanted to interview me on how the tour went for the magazine. She doesn't work their but she figured it'd be better than having someone from the magazine company come over here and write something different, so she'll send the interview to them.
My sister is 24 and she is a producer at Fearless Records, which explains why I know Vic and get really along with him. She's medium height, her hair is color black at the moment and she has dark eyes. She has a nose and a lip piercing. Her skin is tanned but not an orange tan.
"Alright I'm a go inside and see if she's in there, I'll call you if she is. Okay?"
"Alright."
After 15 long minutes Vic calls me and tells me she is indeed in their. I asked what took him so long and he said that it was because he saw some donuts.
" Hey Lauren. Sorry I came late. I didn't mean to." I said while swaying my feet, looking down, and my hands in my pockets.
"Alex. It's fine, I got the dates mixed up. The shoot will be tomorrow." She laughed. "Anyway when will you be back in London?"
"Oh, don't do that! I got scared." I chuckled. "I'm going back in three days, why?"
"Well, today is Tuesday, the photoshoot is tomorrow and you'll be leaving on Friday, but there's a party on Friday that I wanted you to go to."
"Oh well big sis, looks like your in bad luck. Now that you told me that I'm gonna be leaving on Thursday." I joked while grabbing a beer and downed half of it.
"Anyway, I'll be leaving. Vic are you gonna stay here?"
"Oh yea, I talked to the boys and they'll be coming here in a bit."
"Alright, tell them I said hi. Okay Bye!"
"Will do, bye!"
I got in my car and drove home. I need to sort things out. If I'm leaving Friday and there's a party I could reschedule in order to leave Saturday. But I have the recording session on Saturday with Bring Me The Horizon. I haven't seen those boys in five years. I kept in touch with Matt, Vegan, and Lee. I lost touch with Jona and Oli ever since that fight I had with him. I started talking to Jordan once he joined the band.
The only ones that know I'm gonna record with them are Vegan and Matt. Probably Lee, i don't know. Jordan and Oli think it'll be another girl who they don't know the name of. I'm nervous as to how he'll react.
I drove into the driveway of my apartment and went inside. Buzz buzz.
From Vegan:
Hey, are you in London yet? I was wondering if we can talk about the session on Saturday.Alex:
No I'm still in Cali, I'll be back by Friday. Is it important?I put my phone down on the counter in the kitchen and walked to fridge. Grabbing Blackberries, Strawberries, and milk. I set it down on the counter and went towards the cabinets grabbing Sugar and vanilla blend. I grabbed the blender and plugged it in.
Putting all the ingredients in the blender and starting it, I grabbed a cup and checked my phone.
Vegan:
Okay I kinda lied, kinda didn't. I mean the session isn't gonna be the only thing we'll talk about. And yea it is important.Alex:
Alright I'll see If i can get a flight for Thursday. :)I put my phone down and poured my self some licuado. Going to the living room I got the remote and turned it on.
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Okay guys so this will be my new story. I didn't do a sequel to the other one cause I honestly didn't feel like it would be good. I think this one will tho. Possibly you could give it a try or something I don't know?? Anyway, BYE BIZNATCHES!!!
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Let's Get Away-(An Oli Sykes Fanfic)
Fanfiction"Okay I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that." "Well you should've thought of that before you opened your big narcissistic mouth Oli! I mean seriously you think you're all the shit and everything, when in reality you can't even fucking look at yourse...