Foolishly Falling

Never Again

Yoongi hyung,
I can't be selfish anymore...
Please live the life that you deserve
I love you forever, Jimin

As soon as Yoongi finished reading the little slip of paper, he stormed out of the room without even bothering to wear his shoes.

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"Park Jimin!"
Jimin was startled as soon as he entered the interview room.
"Tae...Taehyung shii?" Jimin gasped in surprise.
Before Jimin could sit on the interview chair, he was being pulled out of the room by Taehyung into a separate office. Jimin felt himself being force onto the sofa as Taehyung towered over him, staring at him with a stern expression that he did not know Taehyung could ever possess.
"Where the fuck have you been for the past two years!?" Taehyung bellowed.
"I...I went to US to study and to get more job experience..." Jimin tried to explain, sinking back into the sofa in fear as Taehyung looked down on him with his fierce eyes.
"I didn't expect to see you here. This is my first job interview since I'm back..." Jimini tired to sound cheerful as he grinned up at Taehyung.
"Fucking unbelievable!" Taehyung startled Jimin as he shouted with his hands in the air in exasperation.
Jimin stared at Taehyung in silent. He was not stupid; he knew why Taehyung was so upset. Jimin knew that Taehyung has every right to be upset with him because of what he did two years ago. Honestly, Jimin regretted as soon as he left Yoongi's house that morning, however, he was determined to get a life for himself and to venture into the world on the own; he just wanted to find success on his own, without anyone's help.
He knew he had no right to even say Yoongi's name, however see Taehyung brought back all the emotions that he had tried to suppress in the past two years.
In the end, curiosity got the better of Jimin and he asked, "How's he?"
Taehyung's eyes snapped up and he growled.
"I mean...I completely understand if you don't want to answer...I'm just wondering if he's doing well..." Jimin continued as he looked down with apparent guilt in his eyes.
"God! I'm too old for this shit!" Taehyung muttered as he yanked Jimin off the sofa and pulled him out of the office, yet again.
"Where are you taking me again? I have an interview!" Jimin tried to yank in wrist away to Taehyung grip, but to no avail.
"Fuck the interview! I'm the CEO and you are hired. You asked me a question and I prefer you to go and ask the person himself," Taehyung replied as he shoved Jimin into his car.
Jimin was frozen for a second as Taehyung started the car. "The person himself? Does he mean he's taking me to Yoongi?" Jimin pondered.
"NO! Taehyung! You can't! Yoongi hyung probably hates me now! I can't go back to him again!" Jimin tried to protest.
However, Taehyung did not even spar a glance at him and continued to drive the car. After that, Jimin kept quiet because he was partly intimidated due to Taehyung's cold demeanour and on the other hand, he could not deny that he was actually to see Yoongi again, that is, if Yoongi even want to see him.
Suddenly, the car stopped and Jimin found that he was in front of a huge mansion.
"He...he lives here?" Jimin asked.
"More like he hides here.." Taehyung replied, looking a little sad.
Taehyung suddenly turned around, gripping Jimin's shoulder and said, "Jimin...please...please heal him. You are the only one who can make him alive again. I'm begging you!"
Before Jimin could react to Taehyung's outburst, the mansion's door swung open, revealing a very annoyed Yoongi muttered, "Fuck Taehyung! What is the ruckus?"
However, the elder froze as his eyes landed on Jimin.
"Am I dreaming?" Yoongi thought out loud.
"Ok...I'll be off then!" With that, Taehyung was gone, leaving a shocked Yoongi and a flushed Jimin.
"Erm...hi hyung...how have you been?" Jimin greeted, unsure of what else to say because Yoongi was staring at him without any expression.
When Jimin dared himself to look up at Yoongi, he felt himself being hauled inside Yoongi's mansion.
"What's with the two of them and dragging me around?!" Jimin thought to himself.
However, his thoughts were cut short as he felt himself being shoved up onto the nearest wall and he gasped as he felt Yoongi's lips on him. Yoongi's lip was trembling and desperate, and Jimin melted against Yoongi's soft touches. The sudden kiss turned desperate and hot as the two of them tried to get a hold onto each other, exploring each other with desperation. Jimin opened his mouth and hummed when Yoongi licked his bottom lips before snaking his tongue into the younger's hot cavern. Jimin missed Yoongis caresses, he missed the love he felt when Yoongi touches him. Their hands explored each other, and Jimin smiled as he realised that Yoongi was exactly as he remembered: as warm and adoring as ever. Jimin sighed, touching every muscle and curve on Yoongi's body. He was desperate to touch the real Yoongi because for the past two years, he had been surviving on the memory of Yoongi. He needed the real touches of Yoongi so desperately that he was even scared of his own desperation.
Yoongi finally broke the kiss and landed his forehand on Jimin's whispering, "You are real...you are really here...Jimin...you cruel little shit..."
Jimin's heart hurt as he looked into Yoongi's eyes, which were red and desperate.
"Yoongi..."Jimin said, but he realised he did not know what to say.
"Why? Why did you leave?" Yoongi asked, finally taking a step back away from Jimin.
Jimin shivered from the sudden loss of Yoongi's warmth, and replied, "US..I lived there to study and to work...by myself".
"Couldn't you just tell me that? Do you think I won't let you go?" Yoongi snapped angrily.
Jimin could feel tears welling up in his eyes because it was never his intention to hurt Yoongi.
"I...no...I wanted you to live a good life hyung...without me pulling you back..." Jimin replied, "A life you deserve, with a respectable partner..."
"And who told you that you can decide who my partner is?" Yoongi bellowed, "I needed you! Don't you get it?! There is no life for me without you!"
Jimin was shocked at Yoongi's outburst. He knew he messed up when he left Yoongi, but he honestly did not expect Yoongi to be so angry at him even after two years. After all, he was a homeless prostitute that was just lucky enough to know Yoongi when they were young, Jimin thought.
"OH! I know that look! You are not just a prostitute! You are so much more than that Jimin!" Yoongi shouted.
"Hyung...I'm...I'm sorry..." Jimin sobbed, his mind crowded with thoughts and he could not bring himself to say anything except apologising Yoongi.
Yoongi looked at him in frustration and said,"Just get out of my house Jimin, I'm not up for your drama right now".
Jimin's heart sank at Yoongi's word. However, he nodded and made a move to exist Yoongi's house.
Just then, the two of them realised that they were too caught up in each other to even realise that it had started to rain heavily.
Jimin sighed, he just have to run in the rain after all.
However, he was startled when Yoongi asked, "Did you bring an umbrella?"
"No...I left everything at the office when Taehyung dragged me out..." Jimin replied.
Yoongi cursed under his breath as he suggested, "Just stay for a while until the rain stop".
Jimin just nodded as he sat down on one of the sofas in Yoongi's huge living room. The living room was extremely huge and Jimin looked around in awe. He was so lost in his own thoughts that he did not even realised that Yoongi had taken a seat right next to him, despite all the other sofas in the living room.
Handing out a hot cup of coffee to Jimin, Yoongi muttered, "Drink this, it will make you feel warmer".
Jimin smiled at Yoongi's shy action and willed himself to look at Yoongi. The elder was the definition of perfect, inside and out. Yoongi was always there for Jimin and even after everything, he remained faithful. Jimin knew that Yoongi was a blessing in disguise. Most importantly, he finally understood that just like Yoongi meant the world to him, he meant a lot to Yoongi as well. Jimin decided right then that he should be selfish for at least once in his life: He was never letting go of Yoongi and he was going to try his best to win Yoongi's heart again.
"Yoongi...I love you..." Jimin whispered before he could even think of what to say to Yoongi.
"What?" Yoongi turned around, staring at him with wild eyes, looking so broken and vulnerable.
"I love you Yoongi...I know I put you through a lot...but...can you give me one more chance?" Jimin pleaded.
Yoongi stared at him with a blank face, his eyes remained unreadable.
However, Jimin was taken by surprised when Yoongi surged forward to pull Jimin into his arms and claimed the younger's lips. When the surprise wore down, Jimin kissed Yoongi back with everything he had; he wanted to Yoongi to know about all of his emotions that he was feeling: Love, guilt and want.
Yoongi finally broke their breathtaking kiss and whispered, "I wouldn't have let you go even if it wasn't raining". His thin lips curved into a little smirk as he rubbed the tip of their noses lovingly.
Jimin beamed at Yoongi's word as he hugged Yoongi tightly and kissed the elder again still could not get enough of the elder's taste.
Yoongi giggled at his young lover's eagerness as he whispered, "Be prepared to be a good boy sunshine...I'm going make you mine so that you can never leave me again".
Jimin chuckled as he let the elder man carry him off to his bedroom.
Finally, the two lovers that started out together in a cold little town of Busan found their ecstasy. They are finally be able to build a secret little world where together, where they are going to overcome any obstacles that life would throws at them as they hold onto each other, tightly.

THE END!