Darkness Falls

You Will Fall

I hate you

I love you,

I hate that I love you

I want to destroy you.

You are my greatest fear,

My greatest strength,

And greatest love.

You have made me who I am, defined me

Yet the slightest thought of going back to you makes me run ever further away.

I cannot handle your despair,

Your hurt and pain

And I must take care of myself.

I cannot help but love you though

Despite all of the pain you put me through:

When you made me think I had lost all my friends

When you gave me scars

When you gave me self-loathing, hatred and misery

You made me cry, when nothing makes me cry.

You brought me so low that I nearly died,

I cannot help but love you though

You defined me,

I strive every day to be better than you

And to be happy in spite of you.

Through all of your emptiness, I came out stronger

I know myself better

I am a better person because of you and because I do not want anybody else to know you

You are a malicious disease that hunts in the shadows for your next victim and I will not let you be successful, not with me and not at all

You are my depression, and I will see you fall