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Ain't Nobody-Felix Jaehn
I wake up the next morning (Friday) with a massive, pounding headache.
The worst agonizing pain...a hangover.
"Ugh" I groan and roll over so I'm laying on my back.
I look over at Jack's bed and see that it's already empty.
I clumsily stand up and make my way to the shower.
I turn on the ice cold water waiting until it's warmer.
Skip the shower part
after I get out of the shower I start to get dressed. Orientation is today.
After I throw on some blue skinny jeans and a hoodie I walk out into the kitchen.
I see Jack who smiles at me "hey uh Cam" he hands me a glass of water and two pills.
"For the hangover," he explains.
"Thanks Jack." I take the pills and chug the water down after it.
"Listen... I'm really sorry about last night I shouldn't have left you alone."
"It's fine Jack,really." I set the empty glass in the sink. " I just shouldn't of went in the first place." and with that I walk out.
Once I'm out in the hall I walk over to the stairway and walk down a few steps to the landing.
I sit down on the cold marble floor pulling my knees up to my chest and start to think.
Maybe I shouldn't of been so cold with Jack.
I could never make friends and I would do stupid things to try to fit in...
I would drink, try some pot, I even snorted coke once to try to fit in.
I'm an idiot sometimes.
Then theres all the girlfriends I had and none of them meant a thing to me...not because I'm a "player" but because I-I'm
You're nothing. Worthless. Gay boy. Freak. Faggot.
All the vulgur voices I've heard for years ring through my head.
I put my head down and start to sob into my knees.
Jack's P.O.V
The door clicks shut.
Well fuck.
Cameron seemed pretty hurt when he left.
I gotta find a way to make it up to him. I mean I guess maybe possibly another more entertaining party could cheer him up?
I text the group chat with my best friends in it:
To Matt E, Nash G, Taylor C, Josh D, Dan H.
Me: Need a party tonight. Give me details asap
Matt: My house 7:30. Parents r out of town
Taylor: I got drinks covered :)
Dan: Please tell me not ur "special drinks"
Nash: those r the best kind ; )
Jack J: are*...
Josh: im down
Me: bringing my roomate. He needs some cheering up
Matt: same guy from last night 😏
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