Things I need to write down

Suffocating

It's so loud

I've read this paper so many times

I don't know what it says

It's getting louder

I'm overwhelmed

Just please be quiet

I need to be alone

I want to scream

Stop it stop it stop it

Don't huddle around me

Get away!

I'm fine

Leave me alone!

Be quiet

ITS TOO LOUD!!!

I can't do this

Don't talk to me

I'm fine

Stop asking

I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

I scream

I kick

I sob

I rip my hair our

I claw at my skin

I break and stomp and punch

It's too much

I can't do this

They're coming closer

I push them away

Good

I cant breathe

Help

Its too much

I cry out loud

I stop breathing

Relief

I open my eyes

I look up from my paper

Why is it so loud?