Party Hardy

Chapter 3: Tuesday

Chapter 3 (The Next Day)

Skipper: "Hey!"

Savannah: "Ugh!"

Skipper: "What's wrong with u?"

Savannah: "I did something really stupid last night."

Skipper: "What'd u do?"

Savannah: "I can't tell u. I can't even talk about it!"

Skipper: "Y?"

Savannah: "I did something with someone who's not Zack last night,& if Zack finds out he's going to kill him."

Skipper: "Who?"

Savannah: "If I tell u...u can't repeat it...EVER!"

Skipper: "Ok."

Savannah sighs "Ryan."

Skipper: "O MY GOD! SAVANNAH U HAD SEX WITH A NERD!"

Savannah's eyes go wide & puts hand over her mouth "Shhhh! No! It didn't get that far. But we did make out." Slowly removes hand from Skipper's mouth.

Skipper: "Y Vanna?!?!"

Savannah: "I don't know...it was in the heat of the moment."

Skipper: "Well what r u going to do?"

Savannah: "I don't know!" Runs a hand through her hair "What do u think I should do?"

Skipper: "Think.
1: Y did u let it happen?
2: Did u want it to go farther?
3: R u glad it happened?
4: R u sad that it ended when it did?
5: Do u want it to happen again?
6: Do u care about Ryan or Zack?
&...
7: R u going to tell Zack?
Good luck Vanna,I gotta go to class." Walks away & goes her first period class which is chemistry.

Savannah's POV

Damn,damn,damn! Was all I could think about while I was walking to the library. I really like Zack but I made out with Ryan & liked it. I really fucked up this time. I sat down in the library & pulled out a pen & paper & thought about what Skipper said. I wrote down every single question she said & really thought about it & the answers.
1: Y did I let it happen?
2: Did I want it to go farther?
3: Am I glad it happened?
4: Am I sad that it ended when it did?
5: Do I want it to happen again?
6: Do I care about Ryan or Zack?
7: Am I going to tell Zack?
I really had to think about this...all of this. God I hate thinking. Ok let's do this...question 1...

1: Y did I let it happen?
Because he's cute,funny,nice,& I've always liked him. But I never thought I had a chance with him.

2: Did I want it to go farther?
No,I'm not ready to have sex yet. Not even with Zack,even though he wants to take it that far. I'm not ready.

3: Am I glad it happened?
Yes. I really like Ryan.

4: Am I sad that it ended when it did?
Yes.

5: Do I want it to happen again?
Yes. But I know that it can't happen again.

6: Do I care about Ryan or Zack?
Yes,I care very much about both of them. But I love Zack.

7: Am I going to tell Zack?
Hell no! Zack would break up with me & get his gang members to kill Ryan & I can't let that happen.

I looked over my answers over & over again,& 2 things really stood out to me. 1 "I really like Ryan" & 2 "I love Zack" wow. I'm just being stupid,this is just a schoolgirl crush & it'll go away soon. I'm never talking to Ryan again,no matter how badly I need a math tutor! Ugh!

After I finished having a little fight with myself I left school. I couldn't stay there,I just couldn't. I went home,dropped my stuff down in my room & grabbed my skateboard. I climbed out my window & went to the skate park. I love going to the skate park,especially when I'm having a crappy day. It's actually pretty funny when the guys underestimate me & my skateboarding abilities,cause I'm actually really good at it. The guys faces when I hit the half pipe is priceless, & it is totally worth skipping school for the day!