My imagination twisting into awful shapes
My eyes dart around, recognizing the place.
I'm falling,
down
into a hole, rising up into the pits of hell,
The voices are whispers, unsure what to tell
My head is up high but the ground is above me
I scream out "God, who am I supposed to be?"
But the faces, they aren't what they seem
A land so far from this nightmare, is only a dream
Thorns that tear your skin and scars that come to life
Swirling patterns of pain from the tip of a knife
Your tongue tied to the guns rusted trigger
Aiming at me,
as a far away figure
Comes forth from the darkness, out from the fog
Your teeth in a sneer, gnashing like a dog
Your touch so familiar, though words ring no recognition
You narrow your eyes, patient in position
To pounce to my side, and plunge at my soul
Yet my heart longs for your protective patrol
And down by your side, a hidden command
You reach out to me, a blur of a hand
But fait is forever, we weren't meant to meet
Your bullet so swift, I cry out in defeat
The earth spins beneath me, pulling me down
The dark lake swallows me, breathing as I drown
Eyes open wide, but I'm feeling blind
Hearing the plug
open,
playing tricks on my mind
But the liquid doesn't go, maturing into red
The blood of my past, the secrets are fed
Dragged out from the pool, grabbed by the weeds
I'm pleading guilty, I'll give you your needs
But my words are unheard, I'm completely alone
Surrounded by many, they're ignoring my tone
Tied round my throat, a string made of blades
My vision is blurred, this hell I'm in
fades.
