I'm Perrie - a Perrie Edwards fanfiction

Chapter 1

My mum have promised me an iPhone if I applied for the X factor.

Of course I wanted that iPhone, everyone had one. Except me.

But I love singing, and of course I'm going to have that iPhone.

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Everyone says that you have to be strong and know really who you really are to become a singer. A professional one. That's the main problem. Who am I? Well, my name is Perrie, and my dream is to become a professional singer. I just really need someone who can tell me, and help me, who I am. I'm so depressed on the inside. I have no friends. My only ''friend'' is my brother, Jonnie. He is the best. But I know that I need someone who is really my friend, not one of my familymembers. Just a real friend.

And why am I alone? I have no idea. I guess I'm too outstanding. I often wear more outstanding clothes than the others, and I love trying new haircolors. But I still can't see the problem with that. People often stare at me and call me names...

Ugly, outstanding and different is what I'm feeling right now, and I think no one can change that.

''Perrie?'' my brother is calling outside the bathroom door and interrupts my thoughts as I walk over to the door to open it. ''Is something wrong?'' he asks as he takes his toothbrush.

''No,'' I lie. ''I'm just tired.'' What's wrong? Everything is. I quickly comb my hair as I run out of the room to avoid his questions. Always the same ones.

I walk in to my bedroom to get dressed for bed. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. I am going to London to the audition for the X factor!

When I am just about to pack the last thing for my trip, someone is knocking on the door.

''Honey, is everything okay?'' It's mum. Sure, she's the most caring and sweetest mum you can have. But I have a feeling that she's afraid I'm too outstanding or something, which she doesn't want me to be. She wants me to be like the others. A normal teenage girl with brown, long, wavy hair. I have the polar opposite. I have short and blond. ''Perrie?'' she calls again.

''Yes?''

''Is everything alright? Can I come in?'' I can hear the anxiety in her voice.

''Yes,'' I sigh.

I hear the bedroom door open and my mum walks in. I can see that she has tears in her eyes.

''Mum, I'm only going to be away for two days!'' I smile a knowing smile to her and she smiles back.

''I know, I'm just worried something will happen. You know I love you, don't you?''

''I know mum, but there's nothing to be worried about. Jonnie will go with me, remember? And yes, I haven't been to London before, but it will be okay, I will be okay.''

''I can't believe you're already 18.''

I smile as I walk over to give her a hug.

Tomorrow will be different, and a new chapter of my life will begin. And I really want that iPhone.

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1 vote and I'll write chapter 2!!! :DX