Unloved (harry styles fanfic)

Chapter 3

I apologize I didn't update my dad turned off the wifi like who does that so since I got out of school early I might double update

Harry's POV

"So selena ...how's life?" Why do I always say the awkwardest things in the universe

"Alright I guess , you?" she said that that beautiful voice, gosh does she turn me on like this may seem weird but I've liked her for ever but just realized it not months ago , she will never like want to date me , I think.

"Couldn't be better" I said to quickly

"What.." damn that voice

"Nothing "

* 3hours later*

Selena's POV

"Well looks like your going home in three weeks"

Not three weeks in this hell hold ugh.

"Okay after 3weeks of this can I go back it schedule?"

"Yep , well if you need a nurse or any questions you can click the red button right beside you"

With that he left to his lunch break.

Harry has been distant lately and it's scaring me I remember the first Time we met.

2 WEEKS LATER

*ғlaѕнвacĸ* 4 yearѕ old

"нι ι'м нarry wнy are yoυ вy yoυѕwelғ"

"ι'м ѕelena no one lιĸeѕ мe вecaυѕe ι'м υgly"

"yoυr noт υgly , wanт тo color wιтн мe!!"

"ι gυeѕѕ ι нave тнe 69 pacĸ ѕo we can υѕe мy colorѕ" нaнaнaнaннaнaнaн 69 .... ѕorry conтιnυιng.

"gιve мe тнe green or ι wιll тιcĸle yoυ" нarry вaѕιcally тrιed мaĸe мe нand ιт over вυт ι reғυѕed вeғore ι ĸnew ιт нe ѕтarтed тιcĸlιng мe.

"нaнaнaнaннaнa ѕтo-oooop ιll gιve ιт тo yoυυ" ι coυldn'т вreaтн ι waѕ panтιng goѕн нιѕ ғιngerѕ .. (noт мeanт тo ѕoυnd ѕeхυal хD)

* end oғ ғlaѕнвacĸ *

Then we just sorta clicked and know were best friends.

Harry's phone rang and he smiled. must be his new girlfriend. Yes he finally asked out Megan to be complete honest I'm jealous that he asked her and not me. like that would ever happen.

We were about to play headbandz when he got ANOTHER text man 30 texts I'm 5 minutes.

"Megan wants me to hangout with here sort got to go."

"Oh .. ok bye"

It's been like this for a while me just sitting here will Harry and Megan probably fuck their brains out.

Megan has a gorgeous face big boobs I mean BIG she has nice curves and everything while I'm me all ugly and useless.

Moma or nana has to fly out so she won't come back till next month and I feel really lonely.

Just one more week then I can leave and just cry myself to sleep like always.

I got interrupted by Dr Rob

"Selena good news you can leave today your nana signed the papers and faxed them to me so when you gather stuff you free to go there's a cab that your nana called , see you soon have good day"

I gathered my clothes changed into them then applied make up then left to go home.

*at home*

I know I'm not supposed to do this but I guess I wanted to confirm my little thoughts in my head. I went to my laptop turned it on then signed into instagram

* 109 comments 1 new follower 0 likes*

@hannnnnah : why couldn't Harry find you 30 minutes later so you could be dead.

@slutena : ew look at her why do people follow her? Oh that's right so she doesn't feel bad poor baby.

@jake: useless no one likes you

@Natalie : worthless pice of shit just go kill yourself.

The last one got to me it Really did not gonna lie .

I replied to her @selenamariee : @natalie maybe I will thanks for the advice ! Xx

After that I didn't want to read the rest of the comments there all hate comments anyway so not going to put myself down more than I already did.

I cried for hours yes I know I'm a "pussy" but I needed to let it out I quote "pain demands to be felt"

I couldn't take it anymore the loneliness I ran to the bathroom pulled the white draws open then opened up my box with the key I made then I found it my blade.

( IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE WITH THIS OR IF YOU CUT THEN YOU CAN SKIP THIS PART IM NOT MAKEING FUN OF YOU GUYS AND IF YOU DO CUT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY SINGLE WAY)

I took it and slide it across my wrists. the blood flowing makes me feel good. I'm to ugly so I'm just making myself more "pretty" .

I kept slicing my arms till I lost all the motivation, I put the blade away washed my cuts and put ok a long sleeve and went to a peaceful sleep

Again I apologize about the ending if you cut and want help just talk to me kik - _purfectumblr

You are beautiful I hope you know that

THIS IS THE LONGEST CHAPTER EVER IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

Marie xxxxx

P.s Can we get 5 votes ? And 2 comments please I feel like no one likes this story I'm getting 2 thoughts I don't know if I should delete .. No one comments :(

Idk I might still continue ily

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