Forever?

Chapter 9: In Sync

Bryanna's POV

"I didn't think anyone would be out to-" Niall cut me off.

"I'm sorry, I can't wait any longer." He crashed his lips on mine quickly. Something about him, just, over takes me. I lose any energy I have to ever pull away, and I just sink into his warm embrace he has on me. Our lips seemed to move in sync, and I lose all sense of time. We could have kissed for 3 seconds or 3 minutes, I wouldn't know. He pulled away, but still kept a tight grip on me.

"I lost you once, I won't lose you again." I felt his breath on my face as he talked. I looked into his blue eyes, searching for a reason not to believe him, but nothing. His eyes were full of love and hurt.

"I'm sorry that I left you." Tears brimmed my eyes as I spoke. "I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm just so sorry Niall." I held back my tears not wanting my makeup to run. He brought his hand to my face.

"Don't be sorry. I should've never let you leave. I should've held onto you." A small tear escaped his eye, and I brushed it away with the pad of my finger.

"Don't cry. It's okay." I smiled at him. He dropped his head and looked at the ground. "Niall Horan, look at me." He slowly raised his head and met my eyes. "Niall, I have loved you more than anyone, and that never changed. I still do. You are the light in the dark and the rainbow after the rain. You are so amazing and funny."

"Stay with me." It was all he said. His hold was still tight as if I were going to get blown away.

"Niall... I.. I can't. I need time to figure out myself and my life. I've gotta be on my own for awhile. I love you with all I have, but right now we both need time to ourselves. We both just got out of a relationship." I tried to explain to him. I wanted to be with him, but I just got out of a relationship with Jc and he just got out of a relationship with Elise. I don't want to rush things. I want it to last this time.

"At least stay in my life. We don't have to do anything, just hang out. Please, stay in my life. I need you." His eyes looked glazed holding in his tears. I nodded at him.

"I'm not going anywhere, but I do need to be on my own." His smile was brighter than the sun, and he pulled me in tightly to his chest. He smelled so good. I missed this. I pushed him back a little after a minute.

"Niall, I've gotta go, I'm here with my friend, and I don't want him being alone." He nodded, but then his eyebrows came together.

"He?"

"Yes he. And don't worry Niall, he's very gay." He laughed at me and looked relieved when I said it.

"Well get back to partying, I'm gonna have another beer, and probably get out of here." He nudged me to go on. I smiled at him. I started to turn around, but quickly turned back to him. I grabbed his face and kissed him hard. I pulled away and smiled wide at him.

"You're amazing." He smiled at me and pressed his forehead to mine. "No go have fun. Make good choices."

"We'll see, I'm a bad kid." I shrugged, and lightly hit his arm. "I'm just kidding. You have fun too. I'll text you tomorrow." I gave him a hug and made my way to Drew.

"There you are, I've been looking for you." Drew said as I came up to him. I started to pull him towards the exit. "Hey! What're you doing? We just got here?" I stopped pulling and turned to him.

"Niall and the boys are here, and if I stay I'm going to end up with Niall all night and just come on, please?"I pleaded him. He nodded at me and came willingly.

"How bout we just get shit faced drunk back at the apartment?" I looked and smiled at him.

"I like that idea very much. Do you have Fireball?"

"Of course I have Fireball, what kind of person would I be if I didn't?" I laughed at him, and got into his car.

"You would be a horrible person if you didn't." He started up the engine and sat there for a moment as if he were thinking. "What's on your mind?" I asked him as he started to leave the parking lot.

"Why don't you get back with Niall? I mean come on. You love him, so what you got out of a relationship." He seemed different in his mood.

"I want things to last Drew, and if I were to get with him now, how would things work out. It's been a year since we were together. Things are different." I tried to explain to him. My phone vibrated in my lap.

'I've missed you - B'

No. No no no no no. This isn't happening. Not now. God, not now.

"Turn around. Go back to the bar now." I pushed out the words with fear.

"Bre, what is going on?" He sounded panicked as he turned the car around.

"Just please go, hurry. Something's wrong." I pulled my phone out and called Niall.

*Ring*

*Ring*

"Hello?" Niall answered quickly.

"Niall, wait for me outside please."

"What's wrong? What's going on?" He questioned.

"Well talk about it soon, just please."

"I'll see you in a minute." I muttered am

Drew pulled back into a spot at the bar. I looked for Niall and saw him emerge from the bar. I ran to him and held onto him.

"What's wrong?" He pushed my chin up to look at him. I just help out my phone for him to look at. His body was going stiff as his eyes looked over the words on the screen.

"Like hell he's touching you again." He grabbed my hand and lead me towards the bar.

'I'll kill the bastard'  I heard him mutter under his breath as be took me to the guys.

**

So I'm for real sorry. It's been a while I think. This story is really difficult for me to write anymorw, and it's like 3 years old and I'm trying to remember details, and I'm sorry. I'm trying to finish this book and make it good. It'll get done eventually, I'm trying. I've not wrote in a while either, and I'm always busy. I'm sorry guys.