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Dear lily,

Sorry I haven't written to you in a few day. I've been busy. I know its probably not the best thing to hangout with Dimitra instead of you but I did it anyways. Sorry.

I've been saying sorry a lot recently. I've been told that, 'sorry' means nothing and that you should ask for forgiveness instead because that has more meaning to it. I don't know how I feel about that.

I want to stop writing these letters, but they make me feel better.

A few days ago I asked Dimitra to be my girlfriend. She told me no. I was so sad. I'm always rejected.

I was so close to death that day, lily. So close to you. But were just friends, lily. I'm sorry.

with love always,
Hayes.

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