Analise's POV
I can't believe my brother Josh is here. I haven't seen him in years, I know I already said that but the concept is hard to grasp. I can't seem to wrap my head around it, it seems so surreal, even after what he has done to me I still love him as a brother. 'Unconditional Love' as my parents would have said. I never really knew them, they were gone most of the time and Josh would blame me for it. Sara doesn't even know what he did to me, and I have kept it a secret for a long time. No one can find out ever. I made sure that no one knows, I don't know if he told somebody but I hope not, because then they would know where my scars are at. I made up some stories for when Sara saw them. She just knows that he left me when I was younger, and that broke my heart. So she only has a grudge for that. Josh looks exactly the same when we were younger, just taller and a little bit older. But before the horrible things he did to me, he was a wonderful brother. We had a unbreakable bond, until he stripped it and left it on the ground to rot, leaving me to pick up the pieces. This may be the last time I see him, and I need answers.
"Hey Sara, Do you mind if I go to find my brother? The concert is almost over, and I really want to go and get some answers." I told her. She sighed
"Ana, I know that you want answers, but you wouldn't emotionally be able to handle it. I know you like the back of my hand. I want nothing but your happiness. So I'm telling you not now, but later. When you can handle being around with him and not making a big deal about it." she said. So she is against me. hmmm
"What's going on here?" Niall asked while him and the boys went to change into their last outfit for the night.
"I want to talk with my brother. I need some answers." I said.And I noticed Harry stiffened up a bit then relaxed a little.
"I don't know Ana, Seeing how long it took you to stop crying about him, I don't think you should. But if you want to then do what you want. I will be there for you." Niall said looking at me with concern. I looked at the other guys and they nodded in agreement with Niall and had concerned facial expressions. No escaping the negativity is there?
"Well I am going to look for him and get some answers hopefully. Wish me luck guys!" I yelled as we exited the room together but going different directions.
"Good luck Ana!" They yelled back as they were about to go back on stage. I sighed and looked for the maintence room.
"Aha!" I wispered in happiness and opened the door. I saw Josh packing up his stuff.
"H-hey." I stuttered not knowing what to say. he looked up and made a scowl.
"hi." he said bluntly
"Ii was wondering if I can talk to you." I told him, hoping i could ask some questions. And get some answers from him.
"Look I'm busy. I don't have much time." he said sighing in desperation.
"But can I ask you one think Josh?" I asked him in hopes that he would say yes.
"Sure." He said with a look that has reflief that he will be left alone.
"Why did you leave?" I asked him he looked taken back and unexpected that question.
"I left because I didn't want to see you." he said while he finished up gathering his things. He stood up and headed for the door. I kept looking at him the entire time. "And I would appreciate it if you would stop looking for me. I want nothing to do with you, so just stay out of my life." he said as he begun to walk out.
"But why did you leave?" I asked again he stopped
"I left because if I had stayed I would have killed you. I wanted you dead at the time. But you were still so innocent and I couldn't kill my sister, so I left. To protect you, and so I can stop living in misery that we as a family created. I hated you for that and I still do. So it would be best if you left me alone so that I don't hurt you like I did before. Analise, you are my only sister and i don't want to make myself kill you. Because sometimes I feel like I should have killed you. So I left, be happy because this would be the only happiness you would get." Josh said without looking back to me. I was shocked.
