This night we were alone, my parents have gone to a dinner party. We were left home having power over the whole house. As usual I made some instant noodles and passed it to her.
She was snapchatting away with some other popular girls from our school, without looking at me she said a small thanks and continued texting. I sat down quietly next to her and watched as she typed with her small but flexible hand. For a second, there was an urge to touch them with my rough hands,I wanted to hold them close in my hands. But I quickly came to my senses and started to nibble on my noodles. They were growing cold.
"Kawaii?" I said carefully.
"Yes?" Her voice sounded sweet but also annoyed. Her eyes focused on mine from her phone.
They were sexy.
"Eat,they are getting cold."I said quietly trying to avoid eye-contact.
"oh...."and she faded into the world of snapchat again.
Not even touching the bowl, I was annoyed.
For once again, ignoring my suggestions.
"KAWAII!You never take my words seriously! I said EAT! You are so bloody skinny! You never want to talk to me! You never even listen to me! And for the last time I demand you to eat!"
AS the words left my lips unexpectedly, I regretted for shouting at her.
She looked shocked, her eyes looked at me fearfully. For a second I thought she was going to chuck the cold bowl of noodles onto my face. But she just slowly putted her phone into her hand bag and started eating the noodles.
We ate in scilence.
"Look, Im sorry for shouting at you ok?" I said trying to sound normal.
She glared at me and without another word, she headed into the guest's room with her arms crossed.
I felt 100 times worst.
I cleaned up the dishes and headed to the bathroom.
To be continued...
