"So the concept is pretty simple, he's gonna duct tape us annnnnd we're gonna try and escape annnd that's pretty much-"
Barney interrupted, "No you're not going to escape."
Adam slapped a roll of duct tape out of his hand and we all giggled a bit.
"So I guess we should just go for it huh?"
We all began joking around as Barney came over to me and began to tape my arm first.
We were all laughing and cracking silly jokes at Barney about how quick we'd escape. And soon before I realized he was taping my torso to the chair. I looked down and bit my lip attempting to move a bit and it was very hard.
My mind began racing as I quickly looked back up to Adam and Ross in fear and back down to myself. They didn't notice as they were still cracking jokes. I felt like my throat was closing up and I couldn't breathe, and I began feeling dizzy. Thoughts raced through my mind, "You're going to die, you're suffocating, you're going to ruin this calm down stop over reacting."
What's wrong with me?
My breathing quickened as Barney almost finished with Adam. I realized I was shaking. I looked up to the people behind scene and most looked back at me weird. It's only made it worse. "Look you're ruining it and you look stupid."
Soon I heard Adams voice call out. "Stop, stop recording, get her out." I looked up and shook my head but they were already bringing scissors to cut me out, and the cameras were off.
I heard Ross whisper to Adam, "What's wrong? What's happening to her?"
"She's having a panic attack, look at her, she's shaking, can't breathe, and just looks so scared."
Soon a couple of editors were surrounding me and bombarding me with questions and getting extremely close all attempting to cut me loose.
I began crying, I felt like I was about to die, and I couldn't even talk.
"Guys back up! You're scaring the fuck out of her!" Adam said worriedly.
They all backed up and stopped and I was loose enough by then to get up and walk away. I walked around to my office and stopped listening to what they were saying. Even if it was hard to hear of the sound of my heart pounding in my ears.
I heard Emily speaking. "We have to record again we are running behind now."
Adam sighed, "Alright you know what, Jin, can you sub in for her?"
"Yeah sure."
"And Max, run back there and check on (y/n), and try to help her the best you can she's going through something extremely hard."
I soon heard feet heading my way very quickly.
I opened the door and walked in sitting down against the wall. I was still, very, very dizzy.
I heard him brush through the door way and slow down. He seemed to hesitate but soon came in and shut the door. I had my face buried in my hands. He sat down in front of me, but to the side a bit and whispered to me.
"Are you okay with me being in here?"
I nodded, my breathing still uneven, and still unable to talk.
"Okay, can you look at me?"
I looked up at him tears rolling down my cheeks.
