NOSTALGIC

Wanted♡

I was never bored in school despite of some lectures because I didn't have time to. Either, I would be taking unscheduled naps or just staring at the teacher with all the mind on everything except the course and the class.
It was school for me. A perfect place to enjoy in your not so interesting life.

I was walking through the corridors as carelessly as I was always. While walking alone I felt like a Don though I wasn't even close to it.

As I turned around to get the scene around me, there was Alles. As usual with his so called girlfriend Winnie.
None of them were serious about their relationship but still I don't know why they acted as if they were.
Alles was whispering something on her ear and she was blushing so hard. They had an inch gap.She was such an idiot to get his words. They probably had no idea that I was the one enjoying the view unless she caught me!

"Era, why the hell are you staring at us?"
She said as if I caught them having sex or something.

Alles suddenly pulled away from her and rubbed his hair. He did it whenever he was nervous. Wait!! Why was he nervous?

"I was just staring at my best friend not you " I replied in a sarcastic tone.

"Well keep on doing that, you two can never be more than that, poor one-sided lover"
She was such a pain in the ass.
I never took her words seriously but this time she just hitted me with her fictional bullets.
And there was Alles as if he was waiting for me to say something.

"Oh darling! You know more than I do about myself,
and my fist would love the taste of your face so better keep your cheap thoughts with yourself"
I ended up giving Alles a dirty look and got myself out of that place.

'How come he din't say anything. He is my best friend.' I just kept on thinking that. I missed that old Alles . Not the one I met in the morning and not this one as well. He was lost.

As I finished all my classes, I sat there on my bench for a while unless everyone left. My heart felt so heavy. We didn't talk for a whole day and all I could think was, this was only me worrying about it. He didn't even try to talk even though we were on the same class. He was acting totally different. He was not the Alles from the morning and neither the one whom I used to call my best friend.
I was not the one who cried over small things but here I was holding back my tears. All I knew was we were not the same. I placed my head on the desk and begun spilling out all my tears as if I was trying to hide them with myself. It was slow and steady at first but suddenly I began shaking, I started crying for no reason at all or maybe for Alles !

I was there weeping hard unless I heard someone opening the door.
'Shit! No one should see me this way.'I thought. I hastily rubbed my face as to wipe away my tears and faced towards the window so that the particular person opening the door wouldn't notice any trace of me crying at all.

"What are you doing here?"
A familiar voice said.

Oh! It was Alles. I didn't know if I was happy or even messed up by that situation.

"Aren't you going home?" He said.

I wanted to speak but due to excessive crying I had got a sore throat and that would give him a hint so I just stayed silent.

"I was waiting for you outside and you didn't come, I thought you had left but.."

I couldn't hold it anymore.
" so why did you come back if you thought so?"
My back was facing him.

"What happend to your voice? Wait! Have you been crying?"

I stood still unless he came towards me and turned me around with his strong hands. Nothing could be worse than this. I thought.

"Melon, you are not meant to cry, why the hell are you crying, is it because of me?"

"No.."

"I am sorry,... Its the worst thing to see you like this, I didn't mean to hurt you or anything, its just ........."

I didn't know what to say,

"Oh! Melon..common" he pulled me and got me into a tight hug. So warm and so secure. It was all that I needed at that moment.

"It was just I missed you alot Alles and I didn't know how to say it and I just..."
I finally said.

"Aw, I cannot hold it anymore.." he said and grabbed my face with his hands and made his lips collapse into mine.

It was a slow and gentle kiss but he slowly started moving his lips around mine as if they were asking for the entry.
I slowly opened my mouth and let his mouth experience mine. Then he pushed me to the wall and kissed me with much passion and intense. Maybe I was falling for him as well but how! I didn't even know.

"You know you are not meant to fall in love with anyone else but me"
he said looking straight into my eyes while his arms were around my waist.

"No, I cannot love a man who has a girlfriend " I teased.

"You know melon, I don't even like her, its just...well let me get to the point, I dumped her as soon as you left"

"What? Why?"

"She is not made for love. I knew she was playing with me but I could no longer play with her because I have someone more to focus at"

"I think we should go now"
I said and grabbed my back making myself out of his grab.

As I walked towards the door, he hugged me from behind and whispered,

"Its gotta be you!"

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