Red Head(#wattys2016)

Chapter 5(separation)

I opened my eyes not knowing where i was or what happened to me ..

I started to focus to know where i was ..

After i saw the doctors and found my self sitting on the bed it was the hospital i looked at the window and i saw auntie talking to the doctors ..when she noticed that i woke up she came in ..

"Oh Liz ..you woke up my dear" she said hugging me so hard..

"what happened auntie!?"

"you've had an accident but you're okay that's the most important thing i was going to die if something bad happened to you"

"Accident!"

"Yea ..it wa...."

"auntie ,adam and Allessia and where's Paolo!? "

I said trying to stand up " everyone is okay you need to rest please"

"no ,i 've to see them"

"please you need to rest "

"AUNTIE PLEASE LET ME GO!"

She left me and when i was going i found Adam coming in ..

"Oh Adam you're okay " i said with a big smile "yeah i'm good" he said looking down not letting our gazes meet..

"yeah and look i'm still alive !!"i said in a sarcastic way ..

My aunt looked at him and she left so we can talk ..it was weird ! we used to talk normally in front of her .. and she used to be with us in everything but i just let it go it wasn't that important...

"that was very hard"

"yea but i guess we have had enough of your ideas ..maybe you should just focus on your studies ..the exams are coming soon and you need to study hard so you can reach your goal and become a doctor as you always wanted"

"i don't care Adam you don't get it ..my dream is not just about a medical school it's also about you ..yo.."

"WHAT'S WRONG LIZ!" i was shocked with his way in talking

"what do you m.."

"Liz i don't love you ..you're just a childhood friend i'm not your dream okay!"he screamed at me ..i just couldn't believe it ..i looked at him and he just left me ...

"HEY ADAM STOP! What the hell is wrong with YOU!?"

"there's nothing wrong with me ..the wrong is with you Liz ..you can't love a person who doesn't love you ..i already love my girl friend"

"THE WITCH!!!!?"

"Oh yea the witch .."

" you said you left her for me!"

"i said i left her but i never said it was because I loved you!"

"Then because of what?"i said laughing in anger..

"it's my life ..so non of your business okay?!"

He was going to leave ..i blocked his way..

"what!? Do you want to play with me like your new doll ! you treat me so good and then you just break my heart and leave quietly!? ..no Adam you won't leave until you tell me why?"

"WHY WHAT!?"

"why did you helped me at the school ? Why did you came after me?why did you said those words? !why this looks!?why are you keeping the guitar ..why!? Why are you still playing our song !?why were you remembering me about our memories together !? Why are you still appearing in my life and why're you still making new memories for me!!?" I said crying so hard..

He gave me his back and said"i just appreciate the time we had together when we were kids nothing more Liz"

I pushed him and he had tears in his eyes"Why are you crying then?" I said calmly

"BECAUSE I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU ..poor Liz you'll always be DUMB" he left the room

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Auntie came in and i sat down on the bed and started to cry non stop ..she hugged me and i kept crying ..

After a while i left going back home with my aunt , Allessia and Paolo.. i didn't say a word or drop a tear ..we arrived home and i went to my room i dropped my thing in the room and fell in deep sleep ..

PAUSE//

Till now you're watching what happened with Liz but you have to know what happened to Adam at this time..

PLAY ...

I opened the door and she was my mom she gave me a hug.. i started to calm her down telling her i was okay ..and my dad ,well... he refused to talk to me i went to him..

"Dad..i know you don't want to talk to me and i know i used to make what's good for me and i never could see how much this affects you ..i'll not play guitar again ..i 'll just ..study and i promise i'll do my best to be what you want father "

He smiled at me and he put his hand on my head "i'm happy you're okay adam"

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I waited until they slept and i just took my jacket and left.. i went to the park and just sat down feeling the flowers in my hand i looked at the sky and my mind left me to flashbacks

I remembered everything and i couldn't stop my tears ..

I know i broke your heart but i swear Liz it's all for you ...

A few months of sadness.. but You're going to live the rest of your life happy and successful ..

Sometimes Love is not enough ..

Sorry red head .

Pause//

Play..(Liz's video)

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