My Inner Thoughts COMPLETED✔

chapter 2

In elementary was the shit to me yes you heard Right. I thought it was the best thing ever. But the truth smacked me hard. My first day of middle was OK, but that all change over time.

But in my head it was all about the school work (just focus u wanna be a animal doctor) I had big dreams. But over time those dreams disappear and new ones came. Depressed came and everything just fell apart I tried to look up to those who inspired me but look how that turned out.

I got good grades, blocked the haters. (But what they didn't know is that the things they say clouded my inner thoughts). Made me feel insecure about certain shit in my life. Why do people have to be so mean these days can't we all be friends or get along? Why does it have to be competition?

You are ugly
Parachute pants
Meatball head
Bald

As school went on and ended my grades were sky high but I felt lonely inside. All I did was have alone time by myself, but in order to do that was good grades. I was very antisocial..... ppl thought I was some weirdo but really I was a cool ass girl to be around. But really it's just screw them and what they think of me because I know I'm that bitch.

Also I always have this thought 'keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer'. Then my inner thoughts got the best of me where I say things out loud to people. For example my mother " words don't matter sweetie" as those words ringed in my head my thoughts came right out

"those words burn me every time! I went to hell and back to relax but of course you don't care! My life was torn when I went to hell.but you don't care." As I stormed off to my room and as the thoughts in my head threaten the hot stinging water to fall I held it back. Overtime I.

Met this boy name William B. But we called him Trey he was my first love. We became bestfriends after 6 months of knowing eschother. Then he asked me out and I said yes, make out sessions were hot and steamy and over time our relationship was strong.

But one day I ignored what was right in front of me and I regret letting it happen. My sister told him that I cheated on him... And I knew what she was talking about my friend tried but didn't and I should of stopped him. But I was blinded. And I lost him and our friendship which was devastating to me.

So i never again For 2 years, then I met a boy name William but everybody called him trey I had the biggest crush on him and I don't even know him.

😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞 so there is my second chapter the first 3 chapters are very emotional then as time goes on the story catches up to my life right now! So stay tune.