Chapter 1

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Hii :) so I'm starting this story and I'm not really sure if it's good or not but I had sooo many ideas and I needed to write this... maybe I'll just delete it later idk

Just one thing, sorry if what I write is not correct because I'm Portuguese and I'm writing in English so yeah..

Hope you like it :)

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I look to the sky and I sigh. It was one year ago. One year ago he left. One year ago I lost all the happiness that I had. One year ago.

One year ago.

It's dark and it's cold. I stand up and start walking to my flat, thinking about him.

*Flashback ON*

"C'mon Mary!" he says, taking my hand in his and pulling me with him.

"Where are we going Niall?" I say.

"To the place we met" he announces smiling, and I can't resist and smile too.

Suddendly we arrive at the field we met. The grass is green and the flowers are fanning because of the wind. We lay down on the turf and intertwine our fingers.

"I'll always love you, you know that don't you?" I hear him whisper.

"I know that Ni. And you know that I will always love you right?" I ask.

"Of course I know that" he says, connecting our lips.

*Flashback OFF*

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I enter my bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror. My full lips are chapped, my big blue eyes are lifeless, my long brown hair is disheveled. I've been losing weight since he left. I just don't want to eat. I don't have appetite. I sign again. I've been sighing a lot lately... and enter in the shower.

**

"I'm home!" I hear Kate's voice.

Kate is my best friend. She's totally my rock and I can't live without her. She's the one that makes me go to college everyday, and she's the one that literally forces me to eat something.

"I'm in the kitchen Kate! I need you to cook something!" I yell.

"Coming!"

She enters the kitchen and I can see worry in her eyes. I stand up and move towards her.

"Kate, what happened?"

"T-they-they're back..." she whispers.

They who?

"Who's back?" I ask.

She looks at me right in the eyes.

"They're back. He's back." she says softly pulling me to a tight hug.

They're back. He's back. I replay her words over and over in my head.

"N-Niall's back?" I whimper.

She nods.

"They came from their tour. Are you going to see him?" she asks.

I shake my head quickly.

"Of course I'm not going to see him... he broke up with me Kate! I can't look at him again! It's already hard when I see those giant posters!" I almost yell.

"Hey Mary calm down... I was just asking!" she says.

"Yeah I know Kate but it's hard you know?"

"I understand you sweetie. Now, do you want me to cook or not?" she questions with a smile.

I smile too, happy with the change of subject.

"Of course I want you too cook!" I say laughing.

"Good" she smiles. "Gonna make lasagna okay?"

"Yeah lasagana's fine" I reply smiling.

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Later that night I think about what happened.

2 years ago, when I was just 17, I met Niall Horan, from One Direction. Yeah, that popular guy from the popular band. Well, we fell in love

and we started dating. Everything was perfect when the management said that they were going on tour, and they needed Niall to be single, so they forced us to break up. And Niall didn't do anything. He just let them doing that shit.

**

2 years earlier

"OH MY GOD KATE! This flat is so amazing!" I say.

"I know right" she giggles.

We jump to the sofa and burst into laughing.

"I'm so happy we're gonna live here together!" she says.

"Me too! And we're going to college together and fuck WE'RE IN LONDON BITCH!" I yell and she giggles again.

"C'mon crazy girl, let's unpack." she says.

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Ok so I know it's short but I just wanted to let you know what happened... sort of. I'm sorry it sucks but I hope it will get better :) 

If you read this I love you a lot :)

PLEASE COMMENT, VOTE, FAN

Love ya <3 

~Mariana x

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