Chapter Twenty

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A/N POV

"Would a pussy do that?"

Wendy looked at Mark, she suddenly felt pissed at what he had said

"No Mark, an asshole would do that" she stormed out the room leaving the 3 behind

"Wendy wait!" Mark said as he chased after her

Leaving seulgi and jaebum back to square one

......

"So where were we?" jaebum said breaking the awkwardness.

Seulgi chuckled,

"Ya! Are you crazy" she said as she lightly punched his arm

(Let your imagination go wild with what happened between jaegi lol)

Anywho back to Markdy

Wendy ran, and she didn't stop till she knew Mark was out of her sight

She found a spot somewhere in the SM building and crashed on the floor

A heavy sigh came from her

"Why do I feel like this." Tears were forming in her eyes

Her heart was racing so fast, she tried catching her breath from all the running but she couldn't compose herself together

She knew exactly what was wrong with her, but she didn't want to face the truth, she didn't want it to happen, she didn't want to fall.

She had catch feelings for Mark, but she couldn't accept it, she just wouldn't.

The kiss made her realise, that her feelings for Mark were something else, it was different to when she was with jin.

She begun to shake uncontrollably, her hands were becoming numb, she cursed under her breath

"I'm so fucking over this"

It was hard for her, but how could anyone possibly understand how she feels when it comes to situations like this

to her, Jin mentally fucked with her mind to the point she no longer wants to trust or fall for any boy.

She touched her lips, as the flashback of Mark kissing her came to her mind

She shook her head, wanting to snap back to her senses but she couldn't help but think of Mark

Wendy closed her eyes, as she buried her face in her knees

she sat there, with so many thoughts running through her mind

she felt a warm touch on her shoulder

She looked up to see Mark, his eyes full with regret

she didn't say a word, how could she?

The boy spoke

"I'm sorry Wendy ah, I didn't mean-"

He paused, The girl still looking at him waiting for him to continue

"I, shouldn't have done that..."

Wendy could see that he was being sincere, but she knew herself that it wasn't his fault

It was hers,

"No, it's my fault. I'm the one with the issues, I shouldn't of acted like that "

Mark shook his head, he hated how she was so hard on herself, it wasn't her fault

"I'm in the wrong, it's not your fault"
He grabbed her hand, squeezing it tight

Wendy pulled away,

"Please don't touch me"

Mark was set back, that hit him

"Oh ah, I'm sorry"

She saw that mark's expression became more sadder, she felt guilt when she said that, but she really didn't want to fall for him

"Can you just leave me alone, please."

Mark felt this frustration, He never bothered with girls, they always came to him, he thought what was the point of trying when she doesn't even like him

"If that's what you want alright, let's just not meet anymore. It seems all you want is friendship, and I can't keep going on as friends"

He looked away, and starting walking off

"I like you" Wendy's voice cracked

"A lot"

Marks eyes widen, he stopped but his back was still facing Wendy

"I just... It's just.. Hard" 

Mark  turned around

"What's hard?" He said

"This.. Us.."

He stepped closer

"Why?"

Mark was finally in front of her

"I don't want to get hurt"  the tears rolled down her cheeks

Mark immediately pulled her into his embrace

"Just trust me"

He kissed her forehead, but a sudden kiss to the lips came from Wendy

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I hope this isn't confusing??? this chapter is a bit longer, hope you liked it!

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