Dear Diary.
Is that how you're meant to start these things? It feels a little cliche to me. Like I'm a 12 year old starting high school talking about her crush.
I've started to write a diary. Mainly because I'm breaking down inside and can't tell anyone
Last time I told somebody it blew up in my face and I lost a friend. I guess sometimes that just shows who is there for you and who isn't.
Anyway back to the point of this diary. My name is slowlysinking (not real name for obvious reasons) and I am depressed.
I've been depressed for a few years now. It faded late last year though. I had a meeting with a counsellor I was seeing and we both decided I didn't need to go anymore.
Anyway he moved to another city and I need him back. I wish he didn't go. He was my only support.
In 2014 I went into hospital because I was a mess. As we all are at time. Long story short I hated my life and I self harmed to the point I wanted to die. They thought I was crazy, went in hospital, that was that
It's been almost 1 year and a half since I self harmed.
Well I say that, but today that was ruined
I'm losing my friends slowly. I don't know where I belong anymore. I need to find a place to be myself and to be wanted. I want to feel like somebody cares...
That's enough of my sob story for tonight. Like I said in the description this isn't necessarily a thing for people to read, but just an outlet for me.
I hope life is wonderful for you all
Goodnight
Slowlysinking xx
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Diaries are so cliche
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