Runaway To The Pitch

Chapter 12

Breath in.

Breath out.

Breath in.

Breath out.

I'm currently quietly crying in my room. I can here the guys' laughs in the other rooms.

I curl into a ball from my lying face down position. I genitally lay my head on my knees before closing my eyes.

Why is Vikk so obsessive? I mean, I feel bad for him. He kissed me. Twice. I denied him. Twice. No that's a lie. I denied him once. Then led him on. I'm so fucking stupid! I shouldn't have led him on. Thinking we were a thing. We weren't.

I admit, he's cute and probably the sweetest sidemen.. but I don't think I like him like that. I don't think. No, I know... I like Simon. I'm positive. Simon is also sweet and has a caring side towards him. Yes, I definitely like Simon.

I think.

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~Vikks POV~

I shouldn't have been bugging Abby about the thing with Simon. And our thing. I feel like shit because of it.

I can't help but think of our conversation over and over again.

Did the other guys hear? I hope they didn't. I don't need more questions about this. I need a break.

I quickly finish up editing a minecraft video for my second channel, and stand up to get water. I quietly walk out of my room and go down into the kitchen. I pout myself up a glass of water.

I got to the door and slip on my grey yeezy's. I quietly open the door so noone will here me and walk out. Making sure to close the door quietly as I walk out, I start to walk up and down the street. Distracting everything from my thoughts.

I pull my phone out of my sidemen hoodie and turn it on. 2:47 am. I take a deep breath in and slowly exhale it.

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~Simons POV~

I just finished recording a shellshock with Josh and Ethan. I don't need to edit it because it's not gonna go out for another few days.

Ring.

Ring.

I hear the rings from my headset that I'm still wearing.

I look up and see Josh calling me. I obviously pick up.

"Yo"

"Hey ya" he says. I laugh.

"You're so gay" I snicker.

"Nah m8 that's Ethan" He says. I chuckle.

"What's up?"

"Just wondering if you and maybe Vikk or Tobi wants to record another video?"

"Sure. I I'm going to check on Abby first tho." I say. I see him nod.

"Hurry up tho. It's tired and I'm late" I process what he just said and laugh.

"I can already tell this is gonna be a banta video." I say as I stand up to check on Abby.

"And Simon," he says right before I get up.

"Yes?"

"I'd rather not hear you both have sex.. please don't" I flip him off and he laughs.

I take my head set off and  leave the room. I cross the hall and look at her door. It's closed.

I listen closely before I enter. I hear quiet sobs.

What's wrong?!

I warily knock on the door.

Knock. Knock.

"Who is it" I hear Abby say.

"Simon"

"Come in" I open the door and I see her quickly wipe the tears off her cheeks. She looks up at me and smiles.

"Hi. What's wrong?" I walk over to her on the bed. I sit next to her and start tracing circles on her leg.

~Abbys POV~

"Hi. What's wrong?" Simon says as he sits next to me. He places his hand on my knee and starts tracing circles. That calms me down. He knows it too.

So a little bit of information.

I have a slight Bipolar disorder. I get different mood swings every now and then. But I also get mad and irratated very easily.  I have a few ways that'll calm my nerves or help me with my disorder. They somewhat help. The one that helps the most is the circle tracing one.

I haven't told any of the guys except Simon, about my disorder. I will eventually though.

Anyways, back to Simon.

"Oh. Nothing." I take a deep breath and blow it out with my cheeks.

"Abby. It's something. Spill" I laugh at him.

"I swear your a 15 year old girl." I say. He smirks. "Maybe I am." I giggle at his response.

"But seriously though. What's wrong?" He changes his tone to a serious one.

"Nothing. It's not important." I say. It's really not important. To him.

"Abby. Anything that hurts you or upsets you, is important." He throws his arm around me neck and brings me in for a side hug.

I rest my head on his shoulder.

"Thank you." I whisper.

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-Abby (Me!)

Sorry for the late updates and short chapters. There will be a LOAD of drama happening soon. But I promise, we'll try our best to update more!