Prestonplayz fanfiction

Chapter 15

Not long after falling asleep , I woke up still in Rob's hands . I could easily just stay there all day . I didn't know if he was awake yet but I just stayed there without saying a thing , in case I woke him up . It just feels too good . But then again... My mind was still on someone else. I mean . Rob sounds so perfect and he is . He has been here for me . He has held me close . He stood by my side whenever I felt sad . But he just wasn't him.

Preston has had a special place in my heart for a long time . I just find him so cute , sweet and his smile is so nice and genuine . His laugh is like melody in my ears and his eyes , always full of energy , give me hope . I find everything about him perfect and nobody can change that . Not even the stereotypical "Mr. Perfect" . I love the way he is always so happy . Looking at him makes me happy . Not in a creepy way . I can't help but smile at the sight of him , and his funny personality that I've fallen in love with .

Now look at me . I am laying in bed , with his best friend . I get the fact that he doesn't care about it but I feel what's happening right now , is wrong . Everything about it is wrong . But I don't have the courage to tell Rob that I don't feel good about what happened . He might feel guilty about it although he isn't . Well ... We both took part on the action .

I slowly started getting up with small and gentle moves because waking Rob up would mean that I would have to deal with whatever is going on right now and I just can't . Then , walking silently across the room , I made my way to the door and closed it as silently as possible . I then proceeded to grab my keys and my phone and went straight outside to visit my friend Helen .

After my banging on her door like a maniac , she came to the front door and opened it up .

H: Hello?
I could clearly see the confusion in her eyes . I don't blame her though .

Y: We seriously need to talk . Right now .

H: Is it good or... ?

Y: It depends on how you see it .
She nodded and let me in .

How the fuck do I tell her ? And most importantly, what will she think of me ?

I went in her house and she pulled me straight to her bedroom . I miss being here. We had some of our best times in this room since we were young . Oh memories ...

H- Now you need to tell me what happened right here right now .

And I let everything out of me ,trying not to miss out on anything ... well you know ... except the personal details . She just let me talk without interrupting , her face emotionless . I think it was because all this was kind of ... confusing ? I don't blame her .

After telling her everything , I felt like all the weight has left my shoulders and it felt really good . Now the only thing I have to worry about , is her reaction .

H- Wait , so you're telling me that he broke up with his girlfriend ,came to you and you had fun ? But ? Don't you like Preston?

Y- Yes that's what happened . And yes I do like Preston but ... I got caught up in the moment. What do I do now ?

H- I honestly don't know . I mean . Do you want to continue this ?

Do I want to continue this ... I never thought about that . I mean a little fun never hurt nobody . But . No . It's wrong . It's very very wrong . I mean ... its not that I didn't like it , but I can't continue this . It was a one time thing .

Y- I can't .

H- In that case , I think that Rob needs to know what your intentions are .

Y - I know but ... how do I tell him ? I mean ... It is hard to do it .

H- No y/n . It's not that hard . You just go and straight up tell him that you don't want to continue this .

Y- What if he hates me after that ?

H- He has no reason . You need to understand that you were never together .

Y- I don't want to lose him as a friend.
H- If he really was your friend , he won't mind you not wanting to be with him .

Y- I will try .

H- Hey. Don't be mad at yourself. You made a mistake and went a little crazy . But , who knows? Maybe it was worth it and it will remain a memory . And you shouldn't look at it as a bad one . Now . Want to stay here for the day ? And maybe we can have a sleepover as well !

Y- YESSSS !!

H- Okay let me get the snacks and you decide on the movie .

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A/n I'm really sorry for not updating in a while . I just had my finals and after I finished , my brain needed a cool down . I am trying to write as much as I can but then my mind goes dkskajqksndne.
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